“See! The winter is past; the rains are over and gone. Flowers appear on the earth; the season of singing has come, the cooing of doves is heard in our land.”
Song of Songs 2:11-12
Conversation
Papa, I love You forever!! ThankYou for releasing me from bondage. I sense the freedom You’ve given me. I feel like I’ve had a breakthrough in my heart, and I think obeying Your word, Your voice has a lot to do with it.
Come and rest, you are Mine forever My darling. All is well with you. You are Mine.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious. What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through songs and intimacy with Him in dreams, because as part of the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband. My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today.
4:13 “I’d climb every mountain, swim every ocean. Just to be with you, and fix what I’ve broken. Oh I need you to see, that you are the reason…”
I was in a bus, standing at the front (the bus was parked) looking through the front window when I saw a cheetah, and I excitedly told someone, maybe Lucas, to look. Then I quickly closed the door of the bus (which was where the drivers seat normally is) so that the cat that was in the bus couldn’t go out because I wanted to protect it. Then I saw the cheetah running around a bit. I think I saw two dogs or it was like a dog was in half or something on the road.
8:19 “I know, you’re home I’m home. Stars through the window they light up our disco it’s just you and I, the two of us starring in this show, never be alone, you’re home I’m home…”
This is my 720th post!!! I feel like I had a breakthrough today. In my prayer time I could feel a deep love in my heart for God as I prayed in my prayer language, a depth that wasn’t there before; I had a difficult time to stop so that I could write my prayer, even though it’s super short. Blessings… 🦋
March 23: 5:28 oh I need you to see that you are the reason…
605 oh I need you to see, that you are the reason…
6:15 “5:11”
6:22 “7:11”
6:29 “we didn’t get married tech”
6:31 “I love you”
6:39 sensed “Believe” and “you are the reason”
6:45 “Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.”
6:47 “Glory”
7:16 Forgiveness
Bella and I had a blast at the Jets game… I momentarily fell asleep (before the online service in the morning) and dreamt that I was running to an automatic car wash with my kids (we were running on the parking lot towards the entrance of the car wash, like it had an entrance for people) so after Costco we went to the Co-op gas station on Pembina hwy and washed the car in the automatic car wash, costing 12.31. As long as I keep focusing on God is when I can keep my head above the water. I know Jesus loves me even though it doesn’t feel like it… I can hear the Lord much more clearly; when I felt overwhelmed this afternoon I heard a clear, “I love you” in my heart from the Lord. Goodnight…🙏🏼
March 24: 12:59 In this dream we had an orange fish in a clear fish bowl, and I saw it was laying motionless on the rocks; its body flopping to the curve of the rock. I quickly asked Bella where the fish food was; I had forgotten to feed it for a few weeks. I looked on a small shelf and didn’t see it. Then I went to the small fish tank and lightly tapped it with my fingernails to revive it. As soon as it saw that I was connecting with it and giving it my attention, it began to revive and “swim” in one spot. It looked at me with hope, gaining its strength back. Then Bella came and knocked on the fish tank with her knuckles, and I reminded her to tap on it gently.
1:11 “we’ll cross that bridge when we get there.”
2:04 I was doing something or counting to three (vague).
3:27 Sensed vaguely three stairs
Dreamt that I was outside, pushing through something like big bags of soft cloth, feeling pursued. Then I had pushed through and I looked up from a dark place and saw through a round opening (big enough to crawl through), the blue sky and wispy white clouds. Sensing peace.
5:54 “In the name of Jesus, I will not be shaken, I will not be moved, we have overcome.”
6:05 “gluten free”
6:07 In a vision I saw a fist facing upward that opened up quickly, and in the palm of his hand I saw a white light shining in something like a miniature house setting or settlement. I’m sensing that today is a day of walking into a positive and right direction….🫰🏼
March 25: 3:19 “This is, where I belong.”
3:28 Come My daughter, trust Me
I won’t deny Jesus again…….