“He has taken me to the banquet hall, and his banner over me is love.”
Song of Songs 2:4
Conversation
Papa, I love You and I worship You, for You are the King of my heart. Thank You for Your Grace that covers me. Thank You that You have led me to be who You created me to be.
My daughter, you are Mine and I love you with an everlasting love. My Grace is sufficient for you.
Papa, thank You for being so near to me.
I love you My darling, rest, for I am near.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious. What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through songs and intimacy with Him in dreams, because as part of the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband. My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today.
3:19 “This is, where I belong.”
3:28 Come My daughter, trust Me
8:00 (alarm) “What are we waiting for. What are we waiting for.”
8:20 “You are faithful to your promise You are strong when I am weak. When I stand here in Your presence I have everything I need. The joy of the Lord, the joy of the Lord is my strength.”
5:17 “I have decided, to follow Jesus…” We watched a Barkley Marathon documentary late afternoon, and there was a lady by the name of Jasmine Paris who was the first woman to win in 2024. Lucas passed his drivers test!!! We celebrated by sharing a dessert and Coconut latte. Our friends came and brought Coconut orange cinnamon buns today, and they were so delicious!!! I watched episode 3 and 4 of “Crash Landing On You” yesterday. Goodnight and Blessings…🌸
March 26: “Thunderbolt”
6:13 “Painful” I had a quick picture of a small mound of about 50 brown eggs.
I also had a dream where I saw a man was driving to my house, but before he got there or had a chance to see me, I quickly took my young daughter’s hand and began running into the direction of a deep closet to hide.
7:24 “25 minutes that’s not 25 minutes “
7:44 “Parka”
7:48 “It doesn’t matter about the rest, if I’ve got you Lord I’m so blessed.”
Today a message (God Where are You?: Faith in the middle of a storm” -guest speaker for Life Church) by Robert Madu really spoke to my heart, knowing that God means to encourage me through it. Blessings…
During a meditation I had a quick dream or vision. I saw a mom with a baby in her arms, and I saw an open stained glass flower like a daisy that had red and other colours….
March 27: 2:34 “Still water I’m safe.”
I dreamt that I was riding a bike, yet it was a unicycle. I was gripping the pedals with my toes, a bit afraid of falling, riding along with a group of people. Then I was by a bench that had two people sitting on it. I told them my kids would be fine; we had talked about needing mosquito spray and the thought I had was that there weren’t many mosquitoes.
A vision of black shoes that someone was adding to a pile of shoes.
7:00 A vision of dusting off a red pillow; hitting the pillow to get the dust off.
“I found a love, for me…”
“Fearfully and wonderfully made.”
8:08 “I love you”
8:17 a vision of a blue marker going up and down over black typed sentences on a paper.
A vision of a dog bullying a bird who had its wings down and kind of crouching, and then I saw the bird had stood up and had spread its wings, kind of taking the dog by surprise.
March 28:5:21 I bring my heartfelt been through hell hallelujah
5:58 “Eagles” or “Bald Eagle”
6:10 “I love you Bella”
6:27 I had a vision of seeing the truck parked on our driveway but the car was missing. We’ve been parking the car on the road lately and there was no car on the road or driveway.
6:41 I have a deep realization in my heart that I trust Jesus… and I trust him in our journey together. I trust God who is over all and in all.
6:54 “Roaring in Thunder”
7:09 I had a picture, seeing big red spots on a white sheet that someone was holding.
7:13 In a vision I saw some laptops with black or blank screens as a camera was panning over them like in a scene from a movie.
I just remembered I had a dream that Jesus and I had just gotten married. (Bride of Christ)
7:23 I saw a pan, a cookie sheet.
I am so in love with God my Papa and Jesus my husband… I owe God my life and I wholeheartedly give it to Him. I’m so honoured that He has been so near to me. I’m created for Him, by Him, to be near Him, and I will always pursue Him for the rest of my life. REAL is the word…🫰🏼
March 29: 11:05 “Marriage”
6:55 A vague dream of people sitting at a table, sensing a date was being set.
8:01 “I have decided, to follow Jesus”
I also remembered a dream that I was putting a ponytail in my hair. I put a ponytail (middle) in my hair but then changed it to a low one. I had long brown hair…
Blessings…
March 30: 2:16 A vision of young trees that were just planted that had white rocks around them.
2:49 “I love you Lord, and I lift my voice. To worship You, oh my soul rejoice. Take joy my King, in what You hear. Let it be a sweat sweet sound, in your ear.” I dreamt that I was getting out of the bathtub, singing; my parents were sleeping in the room beside the bathroom and I wondered if they heard me. The light was off and I was beginning to get up and I opened my eyes, thinking I was going to put the lamp light on.
3:00 “It would be easier if you would see the doctor. Bipolar.”
5:02 “You catch me when I fall, catch me when I fall. I’m tired of trying to be okay…” (lyrics)
5:20 “Call on the name of the Lord”
4:28 “You catch me when I fall, you catch me when I fall…”