“Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.” Deuteronomy 31:6
Conversation
My Papa, I love You with my whole heart. I adore You and I worship You. I will always praise and worship You.
Come My darling, I love you.
Papa, what is it that I need to know deep in my heart?
That I will always be with you.
Papa, where You go I will go. Your people are my people. Thank You for loving me so passionately; I am in awe of You.
My faithful one, I am with you always, even to the end of the age.
Okay Papa, I love You always. I am Yours and You are mine…
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious. What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through songs and intimacy with Him in dreams, because as part of the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband. My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today.
April 7: I dreamt a few small things: I had high healed boots on and I put on another pair of high healed boots so that I was wearing two high healed boots at the same time. In my dream I was zipping up the zipper of the second boot along my leg. I think the first pair of heals, the heal part was red, though this is vague. I felt that my feet were comfortable. I think the lady who was close to me didn’t know that I had two on at the same time, and she seemed respectful.
Another dream where I saw some water particles floating in the air like time was standing still; this is vague.
Another dream where I was walking in some trees to find a place to go to the bathroom. There was a toilet with a window behind it, and someone was standing there who gave me privacy. I lifted up my skirt just enough to sit and then adjusted it so that I was covered.
I dreamt that I was carrying a short bench for someone who was following me. I was walking to a small circle of people. One of them was laying on a chair or something but sat up when I put the short bench down. I had a feeling like we were going to talk.
6:31 “Be with (my kids) until I return.” A had a vague picture of a sheet of paper being put “face down.”
7:18 A ball hit a silver round thing that reminds me of an automatic door opener. I have a feeling like it was for people sitting in wheelchairs.
I heard “shame on you.” In waking life I don’t receive this. Today I decreed and declared no shame! Yesterday we watched Jumanji: Welcome to the Jungle. This morning I had the most amazing time with God and the Holy Spirit, praying in my prayer language. God is so good, feeling like my heart is filled with His love… Blessings….🙏🏼
April 8: 3:31 “Sohee”
I dreamt a few short dreams: Two slabs of meat on the counter in a coffee shop.
Two policemen
A hand to help me up
I have hope. Planning on watching Crash Landing On You… then going for a run, a short run because I haven’t exercised for awhile. Blessings…🫰🏼
5:11 hotdogs
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6:04 “Show me who you are and fill me with your love and lead me in your love to those around me”
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