My Father, I feel in my spirit there’s pressure that needs to be released, and I feel like it’s going to come even if there needs to be an explosion -it’s going to come. I sense you so strong this morning Holy Spirit; please come and do your work in me -I need to hear your voice.
My daughter come, you are mine. I have something for you this morning.
Father please come and tell me.
Draw near to me with expectancy. Expect to hear from me Caroline.
Father, I’ve not done this so far (swallowing my pride). Please forgive me.
I do forgive you.
Father, how little has my faith been? Help me come to you expecting to hear your voice. Teach me Father.
I will teach you my daughter. Come with me into the river. Here you will have my peace.
I’m soaking in it Father -thank you for this rest. I feel like you’ve calmed my heart.
Caroline, I am with you wherever you go. Draw near to me this way everyday, and you will hear my voice. I love you.
Thank-you Father, you are so good. I love you too.
Reflection:
As I’m re-reading my conversation, I see that it’s so short.. feeling now like I had barely begun talking and then it’s done. Oh well, some days are like this. But, most importantly, I need to remember that what God said to me is so valuable and is more important than the number of words that are exchanged:) God gave me a dream two nights ago, and in it I was standing kind of behind some others. I had a knowing that they were going to say the persons name of the lady in front of them. I walked up beside them and they looked at me smiling as I said, “wait, wait, I remember her name -it’s Ha-na-na.” I had the feeling like she was from another country who had come to Canada to live. Then the scene changed. I was standing in a room and watched a man in charge collecting cell phones from their group of people to charge overnight. I had a sense it was early evening but they weren’t allowed to use it until the next day at 1:00. I watched Hanana give him her cell phone and then I was aware of my independence which I sensed I liked. (Here I’m sensing that in a little while I’m going to be able to have a break from recording(night), but as usual, I’ll keep going until I sense otherwise. I’m thankful that the Lord has shown me during this walk that I can trust in his judgment and leadership. I’ve learned how to follow the Lord, so I won’t ever be able to stop hearing from Him first..but I know that where two or three gather, there the Lord is -stronger together..) Then the scene changed again where I was trying to charge my phone but I couldn’t fully screw the screw in so that it would charge. So then someone came and I showed them my problem; I could screw in the long screw that would charge the cell phone battery, but I couldn’t screw it in all the way because it was like it was stripped. I showed him there were a few turns left but it wasn’t working to fully screw the rest in. Then I saw the person had a bigger wi-fi or memory thing that needed to be plugged in, and I had a vague sense that what I was using, they could actually use to plug in what they had in their hands. I have no idea what this means and no idea about the lady’s name -but I know that it was a good thing that I remembered her name because the enemy wants me to forget things. I’ll need to press into the Lord about that. Happy spring break! 🌻😊