Psalm 36:9
“For with you is the fountain of life; in your light we see light.”
My Dad.
My darling come, you are Mine and I love you. Caroline, I have a word for you today; come closer to me, for you have found favour with me.
Father, I feel like I’m just a baby who doesn’t know how to walk in order to come closer to you. I know how to do what I’ve been doing these past years when I spend time with you in the Bible and in prayer. Help me to know how else I can be with you in order to come closer.
Caroline my faithful daughter. You’ve done all I’ve asked you to do, and you’ve done them well. Now come, I will lead you further into my plans for you.
Okay Dad. I’m so thankful for all you’ve done for me and for all you’re going to do. You are my life and I worship you with all my heart. I’m following you.
Come my daughter, all is well with you (In my heart I’m in right standing with him.).
Reflection:
Hello everyone.. diving straight in today!! I worked yesterday so I didn’t have time to write, but I had a dream where I was in a house with Lucas and some others. I was holding a cardboard tray, like nanaimo bars would be in at costco, and inside this tray was red, transparent, hard candy that was about one inch by 1.5 inches. All the squares of candy had looked like one tray of candy; I could see the lines where it had been cut but hadn’t been broken apart yet, like how a tray of nanaimo bars look before pieces have been taken out. I was putting this tray of red candy into something that reminds me of a garbage can because the ‘garbage can’ was sitting on the floor between two other things. So because it was a bit awkward, all the candy fell out, creating a bit of a mess. I wondered if I should put them into another box or tray to clean them up. I don’t know what this dream means but will need to press into the Lord about it.
Last night I woke up at 2:38 and had heard in my heart, “God’s love is the deepest love there is.” and the song,”I’d climb every mountain..” was playing in my heart. I also had a dream where I had a yellow helmet in my hands that some people were trying to get from me. I had escaped and had gone into a really small restaurant that had two rows of tables/booths with an aisle in the middle. This restaurant was really narrow, reminding me of a train, but I didn’t see a train so I could be wrong about this. There were two outer walls on the other side of the tables that looked like they could be made of metal. I had to quickly hide the helmet because there were people trying to find me that wanted to take the helmet, so I quickly hid it underneath the table across the table where I was going to sit. Then I slid into the seat. There was a waitress there who I thought I could trust but the next moment it was her that flipped down the outer wall by the people’s feet and stole it. I kind of saw her gleeful face after she had stolen it. Then from the side of my eye I vaguely saw Jesus standing next to me, his peaceful presence, and I knew it would be okay.
Then the scene changed. After the incident with the helmet, the enemy was again trying to get something from my friend and I, and my friend pretended that the enemy got it. Then my friend revealed the truth that the enemy hadn’t been able to steal it from him. He was just teasing me, playing a joke on me and I saw how happy he was by the smile on his face, and I was so relieved! I think the enemy always wants to keep us as far away from Jesus as much as possible, so I believe this dream represents that the enemy couldn’t steal a growing love relationship and real intimacy, heart to heart, from happening between Jesus and myself. Yay!!!
A few days ago on Monday we did front squats at the gym! It was so good to do them again! My total weight was 105lbs: 3 reps of 5:) The bar was 35lbs. We also did Power cleans; I worked up to 85lbs/2×2 reps. This was our workout this morning: For time: Row 2km, 25 double unders, 20 box jumps. Then Row 1km, 50 double unders, 20 box jumps. Then Row 500m, 100 double unders, 20 box jumps. Time Cap was 30min. I did everything except the last 20 box jumps. So tiring but so good!
The other night where I had dreamt that I had broken through a wall beside the train track, I’m sensing that it represents a train of events where I had felt like I was constantly pressured to do the things God wanted me to do, and then I broke through a wall and fell. I believe this represents that I decided to trust-fall, and I was calling out to Jesus and I knew I’d be okay after I’d pass out at the bottom of the fall because in my dream I remember thinking that I knew I’d be in good hands.. I think there’s something about me falling in the air and passing out at the bottom of the fall that indicates that I’m completely trusting in Jesus, because in both circumstances there’s nothing that I can do to help myself, it’s all in the one that I’m trust-falling with.. Growing relationship Jesus’s way is the best way to grow a relationship because he sees our heart and deals with the heart issues as we learn to hear his voice, learn to trust him completely, and all the while love becomes the bond that grows stronger and stronger each day. I’m trust-falling with Jesus; he’s shown me over and over again that I can completely trust him and I do. I love him, I love him, I love him, and where he goes I’ll follow, I’ll follow, I’ll follow.. ☕️❤️🔥