Jeremiah 51:15,16
“He made the earth by his power; he founded the world by his wisdom and stretched out the heavens by his understanding. When he thunders, the waters in the heavens roar; he makes clouds rise from the ends of the earth. He sends lightning with the rain and brings out the wind from his storehouses.”
Conversation
Daddy, I love you and I worship you. You are the King in my heart. Daddy, please tell me something!
I love you my sweet daughter -you are Mine.
Daddy, I never want to act or pretend when I’m spending time with you or spending time with others; help me always be real and not try to guard my heart. I’m resting in my heart as I wait to hear your voice.
I am near, my daughter.
Daddy, I do have a question but I’m hesitant to ask.
Ask.
In the past I’ve always felt like a child in my relationship with you. I know that I am your child, but have I grown in maturity at all Lord as we’ve spent time together?
Yes Caroline, you have.
Daddy, I’m sensing that you’re telling me that I’m no longer a child because of how strong our relationship has grown. Is this true Lord?
Yes my darling, this is correct.
Okay Lord, I’m going to stop thinking of myself like I’m a child. Please lead me deeper into knowing you so that I can keep growing in maturity in my relationship with you and do what you’ve called me to do in a deeper level. I’m ready for this.
Yes you are my dear one. Come, the time is right. Come deeper in my daughter, and I will make myself known to you.
Yes Daddy. I’m so honoured that you want me to know you deeply. It makes me feel important and that I have value. Thank-you Daddy. Thank-you for filling me as we spend time together. Lead me this week in my message so that it’ll flow together well. I know I’m not alone in this.
No you’re not, my loved one.
Daddy, is there anything else you want to say to me?
I love you, and all is well with you -you are mine and I’m taking good care of you.
Thank-you Daddy -I feel loved and led by you.
Reflection
Hello everyone!! I’m anticipating a storm tonight; I just heard thunder so I think it’s on its way! I love hearing thunder because it reminds me of how powerful my Daddy is and reminds me of his full authority over everything. Yesterday my family and I drove to Matlock and walked along a boardwalk, then we stopped at Winnipeg Beach and walked along the beach a little. Then we stopped at Gimli and had burgers, fries, onion rings and ice-cream. I had a cheeseburger and maple walnut ice-cream:) After the service this morning I got to enjoy a caramel macchiato, so absolutely delicious!!! We watched Aladdin last night; some of the things I think are important are that their disguises were taken off and everyone could see who they really were, and that Aladdin was caught in the end by love…
This morning I woke up at 6:01 with the lyrics, “Great is your faithfulness to me.” Then at 7:16 I woke up because I had heard these words in my heart, “Watch and Redeem.”
At 2:02 at night I woke up and had dreamt that someone had a dentist appointment and also a specialist appointment for their teeth. So the specialist had told me that I don’t need to go to the regular dentist appointment and help because I was going to be going to the specialist appointment and help the person there. It felt like the specialist appointment was right after the regular dentist appointment on the same day. The person was in a hurry and I saw them quickly leave as they rushed towards the door to go to their appointment. I was telling this person as they were leaving quickly, what the specialist had said, telling them that I’d meet them there (at the specialist appointment). As I was writing down my dream at night the song, Perfectly Loved, was playing in my heart. I’m not sure yet what this dream represents, but I will talk about it when I do.
My husband and I had been invited to have a meal with a group of friends at someone’s house. I think the meal was almost over when I had gone number two in the toilet that was right near the table, and had gone while everyone was still sitting around the table. This is gross but because I know it represents something spiritual, that I am releasing or not holding back (in my heart) in the natural so that I can follow where Jesus is leading. So in my dream I was looking into the toilet bowl afterward (the people around the table were behind me) and saw three really big poops; I was amazed how big two of them were and the other one was normal size. I can’t believe I’m actually talking about this on my website!! I’m glad that it doesn’t smell in my dreams! Then when I was going to flush, I saw that the normal size poop was stuck underneath the handle, so I took it and as the toilet was flushing I put it where I knew it would go down quicker. Then it had all gone down but there was more water in the toilet than usual which indicated that I needed to flush again, and I saw my pull-over sweater in the toilet. I wondered if I should put it into the washer right away at the hosts house, but decided to take it home and wash it there because we were going to leave right away and our home was so close. So I took it and was wringing out the dirty water. It was a light coloured sweater, one that I’d only wear in the winter. Then I pushed a small black square with rounded corners, appliance that had wheels through the doorway that was close to where I was. I’m not sure what this appliance was but it had a lid that was closed. We used to have a portable toilet that came with the camper trailer we used to have, and it reminds me of that, even though that toilet was a beige colour. Then I had either pushed it again with my foot or with my hands and it rolled all the way to where the shower was on the other side of the room. On the other side of the room there was a small room with a shower and to get there, there were a few stairs going down. So the small appliance rolled all the way to where the floor ended because of where the stairs were. There wasn’t a railing where the floor stopped. Then my husband came and walked to the shower. The shower was down a short flight of stairs and he walked down the stairs and into the shower which was in a small bathroom. I didn’t know the people who were hosting and it felt like the people who we knew, knew them better because there was a conversation going. At one point I had walked between the two of them to put something away that had been on the table; I think the hosts were friends because they were two guys. This morning’s message at church was so good; I’m going to be watching it again just in case I missed something. After church in the car I put on the radio to 104, feeling good about listening to country music and facing the fear of opposition. I grew up listening to country because of my dad but hadn’t listened to it since I got married many years ago. This is my 500th post, woohoo!!!! Blessing..