Psalm 13:5,6
“But I trust in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation. I will sing to the Lord, for he has been good to me.”
Conversation
I love you Daddy.
I love you my daughter -you are mine.
Please forgive me for sleeping in this morning Lord. Because of this I feel like I’m so far behind. I’m feeling overwhelmed and under prepared for my recording on Wednesday.
I love you my daughter. Rest.
Daddy, is it even possible for me to do the recording on Wednesday?
Yes my faithful one, it is. Just practice.
Okay.
My daughter come, all things are possible with me. Trust me to see you through.
Okay Dad, I trust you. Help me to do my part. Thank-you.
Reflection
Hello everyone, I don’t know about you but for me today has gone by too fast! I woke up this morning before my alarm at 5:54 with the lyrics, “I put my faith in Jesus, my anchor to the ground..” I had the most wonderful dream about Jesus!!! I dreamt that we were walking side by side, I was on his right hand side and I took his hand and then he responded by holding mine (not just me holding a limp hand). So then as we were walking, we were holding hands. Then the scene changed where we were in a small room and someone from my church was doing things in the room on my right. She saw our connection, that we weren’t hiding it, and she smiled, acknowledging it and was pleased. Jesus my husband was on my left, though I didn’t see him but sensed him close to me. I vaguely remember doing something with used, white plastic grocery bags and that one of them was a little ripped at the top. I wish that was all because after that I slept in which reflected in my dreams:( I kept on sleeping some more after I’d wake up, resulting in my sleeping until 10:( My gym class was canceled this morning and so I did the workout at home. This week is kind of like a break from lifting heavy. I didn’t do everything the 6AM class did, but I did about 5 rounds of Deadlifts: 70lbs,12 reps; and Hang Power Cleans @55lbs,9 reps. In the photo above, Bella my daughter was video taping and she began to laugh about something I did which made me laugh too; it was a funny moment:)
As I was sleeping in I dreamt that I had arrived at Youth a bit late. I hadn’t even looked at my hair after getting up in the morning, so as I was walking around at youth I was trying to smooth out my hair. I had a ponytail in with whatever hair would be long enough and I was trying to redo it. I vaguely saw myself in a mirror I couldn’t believe how unpresentable I looked. I do feel this way in the natural because I sit at my desk for so long everyday, trying to get all my writing done. Then the scene changes where I was walking outside and I saw that every person who had come to youth was in their vehicle, following the leader to where they were going, and each car was bumper to bumper forming a long line. I asked someone if I could get a ride with them but they told me to take my own vehicle. So then I ran as fast as I could in the parking lot, trying to find my car. I had parked a bit away but I couldn’t find it, so then I gave up because they all had already gone and I wouldn’t be able to catch up with them. Then I had a quick dream about seeing a small door. I believe I was in the youth room and behind me was a door, so I turned around and looked and saw a closed door that was shorter than my height. I don’t remember opening it and walking through but in my dream that’s what it felt like I was going to do. The door was painted a solid colour, maybe light purple and the round doorknob was a light green I think, though I’m not sure.
We watched Dune last night and went to bed so late. It reminds me of the dream I had two nights ago about having the feeling about being in a science/planet room. I had also dreamt about seeing three small umbrellas, which I saw people were using in the desert scene. Bellas going to her friends birthday party tomorrow during the day. I went running this morning and ran a 4k. I ran it exactly in, 27,29.68, and was done at 12:13… I’m so thankful for today.. Blessings..
July 12: This morning I saw water around the main drain in our basement, and I got our next door neighbour to come and take a look. He said it’s not something we can do ourselves but will need a plumber to see why it’s not draining. It actually drains really slowly. I have a few dreams last night, but I’m going to try and do my recording before my regular writing. If it doesn’t happen today then either on Friday if we’re home or on Monday..