Daddy, Help My Light Shine!

Matthew 5:16

“In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.” 

Conversation

My daughter come, you are mine. I love you -I have spoken.

Daddy, I love you so much! I’m so sad that it didn’t work out to do my recording today.. Please help me do it on Monday.

My sweet daughter, rest. I am your help. Come, draw near to me and I will be near to you. Be anxious for nothing. 

Okay

Reflection

Hello, happy Wednesday.. Last night I woke up at 1:29 with they lyrics, “Great is your faithfulness to me. From the rising sun to the setting same I will praise your name.” I’m not exactly sure about the order, but I think this one was first; I was standing in front of an open closet and I was a colourful bag that I hadn’t used before and was thinking about using that day. It still had all the paper crunched in it to keep its form. It reminds me of my duffle bag I use for working out. I think I chose to use that one. I’m not sure what it means yet. Then in my dream I was in a hotel room. This hotel had a bar/lounge and had that type of feel and always seemed to be busy. As I was in my hotel room I was really frightened. Close to the door was a window, and between the window and door was a a wall that was wide enough for me to hide behind. In this scene I was hiding behind the wall and reaching my right hand to the doorknob, trying to turn the small round lock to lock the door. I turned it but it wouldn’t lock, so I turned it again and it still wouldn’t lock. This happened many times when finally it locked. I was afraid that a certain person would come and I wanted to lock the door before he came. The guy I was afraid of had a dirty mind and couldn’t be trusted. As I was standing behind the wall there was an evil lady peeking into the room, looking at the bed to see if I was in there. I heard her cackle. Then the scene changed where I was desperately trying to avoid this one person. It felt like it was in the morning, though I’m not sure. I had my things on the floor by the open door. My arms were full and I looked on the floor to see the others things I needed to also carry. I managed to take everything into my arms and also pick up a small case about the size of a clarinet; I was in a really big hurry to leave before this person got there –I was standing on the outside of the door. Then I was talking with someone like the manager, telling her that I really didn’t want to talk to a certain person and that I wanted to be as far away from them as I could, and she was surprised. She thought this person was nice and had had no idea what was going on between the two of us. 

Then the scene changed again where I was in a room, talking with a lady; in my dream she was in the room but I only saw her vaguely. Then my eyes quickly moved to the side because something caught my attention; directly across from me was a person who had been standing so still that he camouflaged into the background. He had been listening to our conversation and watching me the whole time! He had longish blonde hair. As he began to walk to the side he didn’t look away but kept on looking into my eyes, smiling. God is so good to me.. Then in this scene I was standing in front of a queen size bed and a lady was pulling back the blanket for me (I’m assuming) to climb in and rest. The feeling I had about this is that the bed was meant for comfort; how this bed was in the room was opposite to how mine is right now. I could see that the pillow was clean and so was the rest of the sheets, but I could see dog hair along the edge of the blanket as she was pulling it back. In waking life I think I’ll never get used to having dog hair in the house-it gets everywhere. In my dream, I had a quick picture of her putting dried leaves or dried flower pedals all over the pillows. I remember her being so gentle and loving. I think overall my dream could represent that things won’t stay the same as it has been and that I will have comfort where there was none… I also think it means that actual rest is coming.

After I came back from the gym this morning I took a nap and dreamt that I was driving our truck and my husband was sitting in the passenger seat, looking at his phone. I was driving fast along a rounded corner, keeping to the right hand side close to the curb. I was going really fast and the road had some spots where there was breakage and then went down so that the truck went flying a little. Right before that though I saw the vehicle ahead of me go to the next lane to the left in order to avoid damaging their vehicle, but I kept on going straight. Because I did, the truck got a bit damaged. Then the next scene I was standing outside, watching the truck hit the wall that was right in front of it. The truck had slowed down and the wall and what could have been a column was blocking the truck from moving forward, so the truck hit it a bit I think. I saw on the dashboard that the truck was a little damaged and I was so disappointed because it was going to prevent us from driving. Okay, I’ve been thinking about this dream all morning as I was dealing with the water issue. Many blessings..