John 14:27
“Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.”
Conversation
Daddy, I love you. Thank-you for helping me Holy Spirit -I worship you. You are Faithful.
My daughter, I love you -you are mine. I have good plans for you. Come, all is well with you.
Daddy, I want my heart to know yours more. Please do what you need to do in order for that to happen, and help my trust in you to grow stronger.
Come my darling, you are mine.
Reflection
Well I finally did it!! I finally did another recording.. I think this time around was the most difficult because the set-up was a bit different. But now that I did this one, I think the next one won’t be as difficult. I’m wondering if I need to do another one soon? I had a dream last night; I was outside by a pond that was right beside a wall -it could have been a building but I didn’t see the building. There was a challenge I needed to do, which was to lean over the water to touch the wall (lean into the wall) and then come back again without falling -now that I’m writing this, it reminds me of a bridge going over the water. I had my light green pyjamas on and I then I also put on my white housecoat. I didn’t see them but I sensed that my kids and another person was there. I tried to do it the first time but I couldn’t. I didn’t see this part but I had a knowing. Then the scene changed and I wasn’t by the wall, but I was running to the wall and was determined to do it this time. As I was leaning over the water to put my hands onto the wall, it was so difficult; I could feel the difficulty like I needed to push through in order for my hands to get onto the wall and not slip off -an internal determination. Then I needed to get back up again and I did it!! I looked towards where my kids and the other person were and I yelled, “I did it!” I saw them look up and smile. Then after that I vaguely remember being with Jesus my husband who wasn’t feeling well, laying in bed. Then I was getting a ride on a very small wagon (it was like it was driving itself because I never saw anyone driving it). I saw Jesus my husband come and get onto the wagon too, and I noticed how much weight he had lost because of being sick. He was sitting as close to me as he could, facing the back of the wagon and I was sitting up a bit higher, facing him -we were leaning into each other and at one point I leaned my face down to be close to his. He quietly said something to me, like I needed to be careful, and then I looked in front of us and saw a small vehicle driving ahead of us.
Then I dreamt that I had pulled out three carrots and was washing them in a wide sink. There were a few other people there that were in charge of something. The lady had her book in the sink but the sink was really wide, and there were other things in the sink too. I tried not to splash the book that I think was open I’m not sure, but I did get it wet a bit but quickly wiped if off. Then I noticed I only had two bigger carrots in my hand; I didn’t see them but I had a knowing. I saw someone eating a freshly pulled skinnier carrot but still long and thought that maybe that had been mine. Then I wanted to feed the rabbits the carrots; I could have fed the rabbit that was closer to me but I wanted to feed the rabbits that were closer to Jesus my husband, so I ran there to do that. I vaguely remember seeing a bit of orange, like the carrot had been eaten, and also the green stem. Before doing my recording today I had the song, “I put my faith in Jesus, my anchor to the ground. He is my firm foundation, he’ll never let me down.” This morning we decided to go tomorrow instead (leaving around 8am and coming back in the evening tomorrow) because the weather there will be nicer tomorrow, which I was excited about because then I could do my recording today. I’m so thankful that I could finally do it.. I was more than disappointed yesterday and felt more determined because of it.. blessings….