Matthew 5:7
“Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy.”
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Papa, I love you.
I love you My daughter. Come nearer.
Papa, I miss You. Some days I read my book, and thats how I spend time with You on those days. I don’t know when else I’ll have the time to read.
My daughter come, I have a word for you today. Rest -you are secure in Me.
Help me to rest deep in my heart Papa. I can only do that if You help me.
Caroline, trust Me; lean into Me and I will give you rest.
Okay Papa. Please help me remember this. I praise Your name Papa. I worship You. Thank-You for Your Mercy. I owe You my life, my heart, my devotion, and You have it. You alone are worthy to be praised, and I praise You forever and ever.
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Hello everyone, welcome to today’s page in my journal! The Lord wakes me up most nights at certain times after He’s given me a dream, which I sometimes don’t know the meaning of but other times I do, and it’s such a great comfort to my heart. I absolutely love sharing what God is doing in my heart, hoping it’ll inspire you to spend time with God everyday and grow the most fulfilling relationship with Him!
I’m sorry this is so late…. On August 25th at 3:43 I woke up because I had heard in my heart,”Let God be God.” These words are the exact words I need to hear, because it helps me put my trust in Him concerning my message and when I think about where God is leading me as I testify to what he’s done in my life. I need to let God be himself in my life and allow him to lead me; just like he wants me to be myself, who he’s created me to be as I follow him. I believe this will stick with me forever; let God be God.
I had a dream two nights ago; there was a teenager and a younger boy standing in front of me, facing me, and the older one was babysitting the younger one. I sensed that the younger one had needed discipline or be corrected or taught, and with inspiration in my heart I leaned over and quietly confided in the teenager, saying that kids need to have fun, and when he, the babysitter, does something fun with him, he’ll listen better. And the teenager nodded with understanding. They both had hoodies on. Anyway, because I had this dream, I made sure to also climb at The Great Adventure, and I had a lot of fun.
Last night I dreamt that I was in someone’s house, and it was a poor house. There were a few scenes where I was trying to go pee but I couldn’t because I’m sensing that I was nervous. The first one was, I was with Bella outside and I needed to pee in a large flat bowl that had a lot of scrunched up Kleenex in it. I put a few more scrunched up Kleenex in it just in case the other ones wouldn’t absorb it all. Another time I saw a fire pit that had cold black coals or small black logs that had been on fire, and I needed to pee on that. I looked to where people were, a little distance away, and I was glad they weren’t closer so that I had a bit more privacy. In this next scene Bella was trying to go pee but couldn’t, and there was a man (teacher) who was waiting, but needed to go back to teaching because she was taking too long. Then I had a feeling like he had tried too but hadn’t been able to go either. Then I was inside the house in the bathroom, and there was a really big monster that was locked up in a room beside the bathroom that I was really afraid of. The bathroom had a door but it was a light coloured curtain. Then I looked out of the bathroom door and saw that the monster had finished eating; I saw one or two long bones on the floor that had come from the animal it ate. Then I vaguely remember that it had come to threaten me, but I think I told it to stop or I said “no,” so then it went away. I think I was able to go pee after that (relief). Then the scene changed where I was outside and I had hung up clothes (underwear, socks and other things) to dry after I had washed them. I had seen dirty underwear and some other things lying on the floor.
Then I was outside and I saw her manoeuvre a washing machine over a small hill. The hill was about a meter wide and about two feet high. She managed to manoeuvre it on top of the mound. I saw a bit of her leg but mostly the heel of her shoe; I saw her heel, which was not very high and was more square than pointy. There was a small mound of dry mud on top of the hill and I saw her heel sink into the mud a little. She was going to wash clothing with the machine. I had a feeling like I had washed the other clothing by hand.
I had such a good time volunteering at church yesterday! I really wanted to take the gluten free pepperoni pizza, not sure why I didn’t, but I enjoyed the orange crush. I think the doors in my dream a few nights ago were green because I remember thinking that if they weren’t bright (bright green), then it would have been too dark to see exactly what colour they were. When we were cleaning up after the event at church, I ended up taking a lot of salad home! I was a bit embarrassed because I had put a lot in the bag, thinking it would stay at church if I didn’t. But then more people were coming into the kitchen to take leftovers home, but then I remembered my dream about the three green plants in their pots, and the one in the middle had soil that went up about a foot high on one side that had a lot of greenery growing. So then because of my dream I didn’t take any out but took it all home:) We’re totally enjoying it! I think I could live off of salad!! After wall climbing on our way to Little Bones I saw a licence plate that passed us that read, Quarry. I had also seen 999 on a licence plate a few days ago that passed me, and 777 that parked right beside me when I brought Bella to her orthodontist appointment. Many blessings….
Aug 27: I woke up at 5:10 and had these lyrics in my heart, “Pull me a little deeper, I wanna know your heart, I wanna know your heart.” I dreamt that I was confiding in Jesus my husband. We were in a small room, sitting close together, facing each other, and the door was closed. We had had a conversation and he had counselled me. Then I stood up to leave and I said “thank-you.”
Aug 28: I believe the Lord would say to me that I need to open up to others so they can see the real me, in terms of speaking in public. Thank-you.. I sensed that the time’s up for something, and that I need to own the purpose God has for me. I also sense that I need to step up.. Early this morning I had a picture of a phone and then I woke up, so I looked at the time and it was 5:00 (I didn’t go to the box today because I woke up early so that I could focus on reading and putting my message together.). Then I woke up before 7:00 and had dreamt that I had seen a flag that was all the way up and had Jesus my husbands name (the first three letters) on it, and I vaguely saw/had a sense that the flag was on a ship. This morning I had the lyrics, “Don’t stop, believing.” We’re watching Star Wars, Ahsoka, and we watched Starwars Episode 7 yesterday. The hoodies in my dream the other night remind me of the cloaks in the starwars movies. I believe that I’m an apprentice:)… Many blessings…