“This is what the Lord says. “Maintain justice and do what is right, for my salvation is close at hand and my righteousness will soon be revealed.” -Isaiah 56:1
Conversation
Papa
Come
Papa, I love You and I worship You. You are the King of my heart. I can genuinely say that I am standing on the Rock, and that You are my Firm Foundation.
Come My faithful one, it’s time.
Papa, what is it time for? Im sensing the words, “to come forth.” Papa I am Yours and I rest rest, knowing that I can’t do anything You want me to do without You enabling me to do it. I’m so thankful that You care so much about me that You only enable me when I’m ready. That’s how much You, my God, the Creator of the whole universe loves and respects me. I’m in awe of You and I worship at Your feet.
Come My faithful one. Rise up -you are Mine. I have many plans for you.
Papa, I’m so honoured to follow You and to walk with You. I pray that You would help me to be able to see clearly (spiritually) so I know exactly where You are and where you are leading me to go.
I will help you My daughter. Trust and believe in Me as I lead you.
Okay Papa. I can see how rest, as we walk, is so important. When my heart is at rest it enables me to trust You and believe in You as we walk. It clears my mind and helps me to remember that You are my hearts defender.
This is true My daughter.
Thank-You Holy Spirit for revealing this to me. I need Wisdom to walk Papa and I ask for it. I know in You I have everything, but I pray for the Spirit of Wisdom to grow in me; wisdom and discernment.
I will provide.
I love You Papa!
I love you My faithful one -you are Mine!
Reflection
Hello and welcome to today’s page in my journal! The Lord wakes me up most nights at certain times after He’s given me a dream, which I sometimes don’t know the meaning of but other times I do, and it’s such a great comfort to my heart. I absolutely love sharing what God is doing in my heart, hoping it’ll inspire you to spend time with God everyday and grow the most fulfilling relationship with Him. For the past while God has been taking me through a spiritual shower. I believe He’s preparing me for what’s coming up next. He’s purifying my heart so that my heart is clean before Him. It also clears the way for me to hear Holy Spirit better when there’s no mess in the way. I record the times when God says something to me because even in that, there’s meaning. Blessings.
Early this morning I woke up a few times, hearing a few things from the Lord.
6;34 I woke up and had a sense about Youth , and I heard, “just quickly play, and then we’ll go.”
6;46 I was sleeping and as I woke up I was saying in my heart, “Yes Papa! Yes Papa!”
7:11 I awoke and had these words in my heart, “I’m thinking.”
7:20 I was praying in the Spirit and I sensed, “Come, you are welcome.”
7:23 Yes Papa, I want to come!
7:24 Then come.
Okay so this is what I was feeling during those moments that ended up being too short. It was really difficult and I felt like I was doing battle in the spiritual realm. I think how it will be different this next time, if God is allowing me to have another chance, is that I’m going to be at rest and let love do the work. It’s going to be from my heart to Jesus’ heart, and I’m going to stay like this for as long as it takes; I’m subbing all day for grade two tomorrow. The most important things in my smoothie are kale, blueberries, and avocado. I add other things if we have them but this is my base. I also put chocolate protein powder in. I need to get hmmm hummus from costco next time!! Planning on doing the online bible study group on Mondays. Iryna and I were talking about doing the 50 days in the Spirit at her house on Mondays, but I’m sensing to do the online one instead. Doing the last zoom class tonight. I will miss it! Today I could hardly walk with my back straight so I went to the chiropractor. I’m not sure if I’ll go to Shopgym tomorrow.. I’ll see what God says about that. I’m sensing that the time really is near.. sensing to post today, also reminds me of being online Bible study. Love you all.. Many blessings…☕️ ❤️🔥
April 5: “And the dead rose from their tomb, and the angels stood in awe..”
4:33 As I was waking up I heard these words in my heart: “As I was sleeping I heard the words/phrase..”
6:25 “That’s a weird (or odd) combination.” (It made me think about the skirt and jacket (both black and white plaid) I wore for two Sundays in a row, and Good Friday in between. I wore them because they represented death and life (March 31 is my real Spiritual birthday because I feel like I was raised from the spiritual dead and was raised to life). Also because I dreamt of wearing a black and white dress which I don’t have so I wore my jacket and skirt at the same time to emulate wearing a dress. The jacket and skirt look a bit odd together. If I see a black and white plaid dress I think I’ll still get it. I need to get a purse.. wondering if it should also be black and white plaid?
Dreamt that I was trying on some clothes in a store, and it felt like it was also a kids (elementary age) field trip (I subbed for grade one today). At the end I was changing in a changing room and there was a lady/mom who was also changing into a dress (in the same changing room as me), and she was going to show a man her dress (who was excited to see her in a dress). It was a bit of a see-through, modest, thin light coloured dress that had a thin under-layer -it was plain but beautiful because of the material, summer dress. I saw she had a bit of a belly but she still looked beautiful and homey. Then it was me who was wearing the dress and I was looking at myself in the mirror and I liked what I saw. I had a feeling like Bella was with me in the changing room. I saw the straight line of the underneath layer through the dress. It was just above my chest, going from underneath one armpit to the other. The edge of it had a bit of a rounded edge so that I could see the line that it made (hard to explain). Then I looked down and saw that both of my legs were fully exposed and that the skirt of my dress was super short. So I began pulling it down and saw that my dress had been bunched up by my waist; so I pulled it down and then vaguely saw it was by my knees.
Then I was outside of the changing room and there was a lady who asked if I wanted to see more dresses, and I said yes. She said they were way in the back of the warehouse. I was fine with that and was excited to see more dresses, but I was thinking that I really liked the dress I had just tried on.
As I was walking behind the lady I noticed a little boy following me. I had turned to look at him and saw him looking at me, and then he stopped following me.
Then the scene changed where I had a knowing that the lady was actually a demonic being and it had its arms tightly around me, pinning my arms to the side and making me unable to move. I had my eyes open and it was pitch black; all I could see was darkness. And then I began trying to yell, “In Jesus Name! In Jesus Name!” I could hardly get the words out at first but then I had a sense that I broke through and was able to yell Jesus’ name, and that I was free!
Then in the next scene I was outside in the bright sunlight with many people. It felt like there was some kind of gathering. I had a baby in my arms! and I needed to change its diaper, so I was walking towards a lower platform to change him. I vaguely saw a lady on my left who felt like she was a mom, but this could also represent the Holy Spirit. I had a faint thought of changing him inside but outside was the place to change him. Thinking about what I had written, I’m thinking that this has become my idol. I’ve never thought about it like that. I repented of this, this evening when it dawned on me; it’s been such a heavy thing to carry for most of my life. I just want it gone, and I know Jesus can break it off of me so I’m trusting in Him. Goodnight…