“But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not faint.” Isaiah 40:31
Conversation
Papa, I worship You. I love You. I’m completely dependant on You; if I’m not then help me to be.
I love you Caroline. You are Mine, always.
Papa, do I dare to hope this week?
Yes My darling, come.
I love You no matter what Papa. You are always mine. ThankYou for everything You are doing in my life, in my heart. I love Your people on the street. I love the broken and the lost. Thank You for waking up this part of who I am, this part I didn’t know about. I want Your heart of compassion for them, for others no matter who they are. I am Yours Papa, and I fully surrender my heart and my life to You.
I love you My faithful daughter. It is time. I will give you rest.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my Journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious! What I’ve been doing so I don’t stay in a place of despair is spending time with God and crying out to Him because I know He hears me and He loves me. I’m keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness more times than I can count, and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him!
12:23 I dreamt that I was driving the white car on a paved road in a city. Then we had stopped somewhere and I looked and saw that the back left tire had come off. Then I asked Lucas to run and look at an area of road close by where I thought it could be, so he ran there to look for it (the road I thought it could be was a shorter road right before we had turned a corner). Then we had been busy doing things and then I remembered about the wheel and that we couldn’t go home if we didn’t find the rim for the wheel. So I looked among the stuff that was on the long table along a wall. The stuff was all covered with a white tablecloth. Then I found a silver rim that would fit the wheel and I began taking it somewhere. Then the scene changed where Jesus my husband helped me by taking it to a place for me, where they could put the wheel on the rim (putting the two together) Then we were in each others arms, though he had his arms behind his back. I was standing in front of him and I put my arms around him, through the link of his arms. The palms of my hands were completely open and were on his back, and I felt his hand behind his back and held his hand. We were as close as we could be, and I was resting my head close to his. It didn’t matter if anyone saw us; being this close was filling such a deep need in me. Then he was leading me, walking in front of me, and he walked into a room. I followed and was now in the room. I didn’t see him in this room but I saw a woman with a white dress on. My focus was the white dress and I saw it very clearly; it was very plain and came down to just below her knees. It had a high rounded neckline and it was gathered around her waist. I was getting the exact same one, and was going to put a word on the dress across my chest. I was following her and I think she represents Jesus or the Holy Spirit. Thank You Papa. I also dreamt that I was backing up the car slowly up against a wall. I touched it slightly the first time and then the second time I stopped right before touching it. I saw it like I was right there. The feeling I had was that the second time around I knew exactly when to stop. The only reason I still have hope is knowing that God is Good all the time. I have no idea how I’m ever going to make it, but I’m clinging onto God, knowing He’s going to finish what He started.
5:46 And the angels cry, Holy,
5:55 And the angels cry, Holy, (I went downstairs to pray shortly after)
In my dream I saw a really big bookshelf (took up the whole wall and was very high) that was full of books. It looked like the books were all squished so close together that there wasn’t any more room for more. I vaguely saw someone sitting in a chair in front of the bookshelf, reading. I saw the side of the person/chair.
6:40 Papa
My darling, I am near.
6:41 Come, rest, all is well with you. You are Mine declares the Lord.
6:42 I love You Papa
6:43 I love you My daughter.
6:44 Come
6:52 Caroline, I love you (sensing this is how Jesus my husband feels)
I love you too Jesus…
6:59 Come, My darling, you are Mine
7:00 I’m coming… please help me come
7:01 I will surely help you My daughter
7:03 I praise and worship You Papa with all my heart!
7:07 Papa, renew my strength. I trust in You.
7:09 “They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength, they shall mount up, with wings like eagles.”
7:11 Hope
Other than special events or at church, I’ve been staying away from sugar for about a month now, woohoo!!
June 26: 2:57 Feeling like today could be about my kids dad. Something about him, or about Jesus…
It’s gonna be okay, standing here with you. You give me your grace.
11:18 I dreamt I was sitting in an audience and I saw vaguely a family sitting in front of me that had a little girl who was facing me and looking at me.
11:2 In my dream I was in a gym beside bleachers. There was a little girl sitting on the first seat and there was a poster underneath her seat with the number 6 on it. A man had gone down to her level and was talking with her, like he was encouraging her.
11:36 I dreamt I had a straw in my mouth and I looked up and saw that it reached all the way up to a person who was standing up high, reaching to his mouth.. Have a wonderful day, Blessings…❤️🔥