“…with God’s people and members of God’s household, built on the foundation of the apostles and prophets, with Christ Jesus himself as the chief cornerstone. In him the whole building is joined together and rises to become a holy temple in the Lord. And in him you too are being built together to become a dwelling in which God lives by his Spirit.” Ephesians 2:20-22
Conversation
Papa, I love You and I worship You with all my heart. Thank-You for Your love, Your forgiveness and faithfulness. I trust You with my journey with You and I thank-You for walking so close to me in it. You have my whole heart.
I love you My daughter. Rest.
Papa, even though it’s been difficult in so many ways, I’m thankful for these difficulties because if You’ve allowed them, directing them, then I know there’s a purpose for every one of them. Thank-You for the freedom I gain through walking through these difficulties. Thank-You too that through this very long journey, my endurance as grown so much.
Come, you are Mine.
I’m trying Papa
I will help you.
I trust You Papa. Thank-You for Your amazing grace in my life.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my Journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious! What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through love songs! My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today..
Aug 17: 1:03 As I was praying in the Spirit I had a vision of seeing a pin cushion that had a shape of a ball and a torso. The ball had many pins in it, looking like many eyes, reminding me of in Revelation where it describes one of the spirits of God having many eyes.
2:11 “And the Angels cry, Holy, all creation cries, Holy. You are lifted high, Holy, Holy forever”
3:46 “And the Angels cry, Holy, all creation cries, Holy. You are lifted high, Holy, Holy forever”
3:54 “And the Angels cry, Holy, all creation cries, Holy. You are lifted high, Holy, Holy forever”
4:22 “I command all the sins to be washed away.” In my dream I saw our kitchen table; there was nothing on it and someone was wiping it clean with a cloth. I saw someone’s long arm as they were wiping it clean.
Please forgive my sins Papa and wash me clean!
Sensing “You have been forgiven.”
Thank You Papa, I worship You with all my heart!
4:29 “I love you My darling. Now is the time. Complete.”
4:34 sensing, “I lack nothing.”
4:39 “My daughter, all is well with you.”
4:40 Papa, I worship You with all my heart. Thank You, I love You so much.
4:43 Rise up My daughter.
4:44 I’m following You Papa, Jesus… I choose You every day for the rest of my life.
4;46 Come. Perfect. Needing nothing. (Sensing this, hoping I’m hearing correctly)
5:07 I command my thoughts to come into alignment with the will and thoughts of God in Jesus name! (Right before this I spoke the word of God over my situation-BCN)
“And the Angels cry, Holy, all creation cries, Holy. You are lifted high, Holy, Holy forever”
5:11 Come. Waiting for you.
5:22 Come My daughter, rest. All is well with you. You are Mine.
5:23 I am Yours Papa, thank You.
6:05 Breakfast (sensed, when I woke up)
9:11 (I woke up and vaguely had a song in my heart but it was more silence)
9:35 “I don’t deserve this, darling you look perfect tonight.”
❤️🔥
August 18: 2: I sensed that I was at church. There was water/river nearby and people were standing in it and having a conversation. I looked and saw people had their runners on or rubber boots, but I had taken off my shoes and socks and was going to go barefoot (volleyball). I was rolling up my pant legs and was going to stand just in the shallow end by the stairs going down. I saw that the water went deep very fast. Jesus my husband was standing deeper in the water already, talking to someone. Then I was standing near to Jesus, talking with someone, and I sensed that Jesus was aware of me as he was talking with the person he was talking with. I saw this person smiling and we were having a nice conversation. Then we were standing in line to get coffee or tea and I told her that I had a cold, which I do. Then I was getting a white plastic cup: there were two or three cups stacked together that had plastic covering around each of them. I took one; I had been in line; there was a youth in front of me and a youth behind me. I was in the middle.
6:25 “My mother watches over thee” I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know. She shares my dreams and hope that one day, I’ll share her home…” In my dream I was in a public room but only Jesus and I were in it (vague), enjoying each other. I didn’t have a lot of clothes on I think. I had a feeling like I won something and there were many people there to celebrate. Then I was digging in a bin that had many mini chocolate bars. This bin belonged to someone. She had a new phone and she wanted me to see it but she had put it into this bin that was waste high (about two feet in diameter), full of these mini chocolate bars. In my dream I heard it fall deeper into the bin. As I was moving the chocolate bars to find the phone, I saw sheets of paper among the chocolate bars that could represent layers. There was another person looking with me. Then I thought that I didn’t want to keep looking and I went to my expensive room that I had won. In my room there were two types of very expensive chocolate that was formed into a cake. I wanted to try it right away so with my fingers I broke off a small piece and ate it. I saw that it had strawberry (I saw the red strawberry sauce) sauce in the middle, and it was so good. As I was digging through the mini chocolate bars before that, I was tempted to taste it but I knew I had much better chocolate waiting for me in my room, so I had waited and not eaten of the cheaper chocolate. This person represents the wrong way to go, and in this dream I believe that digging through the chocolate bars represents keeping me away from what God has for me. I’m so thankful that in my dream I walked away from that and went to the room that I had won and tried the expensive chocolate.
I wasn’t shown to sit anywhere specific so I don’t know if I need to sit anywhere specific. But I will sit behind the pastors seat just in case. In another previous dream I had seen two ladies wearing white blouses, so I’m going to wear my white blouse. In the first dream this night I was rolling up my pant legs to stand in the water (the water went very deep almost right away like a lake. Today’s the in-law gathering at the cabin by the lake, so maybe I need to stand in it today and have a conversation). In my dream when I saw Jesus and other people standing in the lake, I didn’t notice how deep the water was, but sensed more that Jesus was standing nearby as I spoke with someone. At first I was in the water, talking, then I was in line, still talking with someone. Because I was rolling up my pant legs (in my dream I had rolled them up too much so I was unrolling them slightly), I will wear my 3/4 length jeans with my white blouse. Yesterday I was staying up with Bella, waiting for Lucas to come home from work and we watched Moana (I slept through a lot of it but woke up at the end when she put the heart back). We also watched Tangled, and I was fully awake for that. I realized that the sun symbol I saw in my dream could have represented the sun symbol in the move, which represents royalty and her family. God is the King and I am His daughter, following Jesus home… I see this now; today is my “birthday.” love this movie:) I saw the front of expensive cars lined up in a row in another dream, so I’m thinking I need to sit in the front where the pastors sit. I did and it felt right!!! ❤️🔥