“But I trust in Your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation.” Psalm 13:5
Conversation
Papa, I love You.
I love you My darling, come. “Peace like a river.” I am near. Do not give up. Do not be afraid; I am with you always, even to the end of the age.
Papa I pray for discernment and confirmation. I’m desperate for You!
Rest, I have a plan, and My plans are always good:)
Yes they are Papa. I put my trust in You.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious! What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through love songs or intimacy with Him in dreams, because as part of the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband. My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today..
“I was thinking of school, but I never really thought of” I’m not sure if this was a vision or a dream. I had just laid down to go to sleep and a few moments after I had a picture of a dark cloaked figure leaning down over a cup on the floor. I’m thinking I’m being influenced by the enemy as I sleep. Needing to declare scripture over me before going to bed.
3:29 “and the angels cry, Holy..”
1:14 “You are lifted high, holy, holy forever..”
3:32 “God is 100% on our side”
4:32 “One Obama count” I dreamt I was cutting someone’s hair; then I was behind him and I saw a line across his neck like it was drawn on paper, and I was blending the line so it was softer with a coloured pencil. I looked at the point on my pencil and saw it was dull and kept on softening the line with it.
Then I was listening to my crossfit coach who was talking about the security of her home (wondering if it was secure), and I saw her house. It was a picture perfect house and yard. Then I saw some people standing in front of a beautiful scenery, painting it, so she thought she might as well go too, so she also went and stood on the side of the road, painting the scenery. I thought that I should join them.
Then I was cutting a guys thin hair and he picked me up and began carrying me away, and then he was standing in front of me and I saw that there was a section of hair on one side I hadn’t cut off, the same side I had been working on before. I saw there was a section on the other side of his head that was long and needed cutting but I thought I’d finish cutting the side I had already started cutting. So then I cut that whole area of thin longish hair and was cutting the hair by his neck when I woke up. In my dream he talked to me and we were getting along. I’m sensing this represents that I was planning to go back to subbing in the new year, making friends with that. I used to be a hairstylist but hated it, knowing it wasn’t for me, and now when I dream about cutting hair I know that what I’m doing is wrong.
6:04 “how long have I been here?” I saw in a vision that me and another person rolling a person laying in a casket towards a door, and then I saw three steps down where we were bringing it. I think this represents that something in me dies when I’m not doing what the Lord tells me, or when I’m not sensing Him right.
6:32 In a vision I was beside a house and I saw a path beside the house and trees beside the path, though on each side there was lots of space, seeing grass and kind of saw the trees but more knew they were there. It was a peaceful scene. The path was an often walked-on path where I could see the mud because of how often the path was walked on.
6:51 I was standing in front of a door that rolled to the side to open. There was a bigger lady standing in front of where the latch part was on the right, and a smaller lady came in front of her and pulled the door open. There was a small area there with another sliding door. She tried opening that door but the latch on the door (also on the right) was locked. She kept on pulling the latch down to open it, and begged for the door to open but it was locked, and the bigger lady just stood there, watching her.
I feel like I’m striving, trying to get to where I need to go. Internally I’m letting go of trying to do it, to figure everything out, and letting God do it. Internally I’m deciding to rest where I can see that I was striving before, and follow as best as I can; following God and letting everything else fall to the wayside.
7:55 I had a dream where I was on a hospital bed, giving natural birth! I saw the doctor as my baby was coming, seeing his arm wave at me. Then afterward I remembered the feeling and I was reliving the moment, cherishing everything about it, remembering that I had actually given birth to a child and wishing I had video taped it. “It’s a beautiful life, oh oh, it’s a beautiful life, oh oh, it’s a beautiful life. (Ace of Base)
Before I had this dream I remembered what I had posted (words in yellow and black) and that the Lord pointed it out to me in a dream or vision. In my heart I knew that the time had come for me to make a decision of either running (forget everything and run) or face my fears and follow God (face everything). Am I going to chose to forget everything the Lord has done in my heart and in my life and work at something that isn’t my calling? Or do I choose to face everything, my fears and opposition, to follow Jesus and rise to walk in the purpose God has created for me? How could I ever walk away from the one who saved my life? I will never be ashamed of the gospel of Jesus Christ!!
Ultimately, everyone needs to face God alone and every person needs to follow God without a middle person, but I know that people are not ready to receive that actuality in me. So here I am, at the mike drop moment where I’m finally picking up the mike. I do have so much to say. I need prayer for understanding and discernment. I’m either following Jesus or the world, and I choose Jesus.
December 4: 11:25 “a little garlic and mike should be dropped” I heard in my heart right before waking up.
1:08 I dreamt I was standing in the mouth of a cave, looking out. I think there were a few things in the cave. I’m not sure exactly what this represents but I’m fighting to keep fear away. I was awakened to remember to pursue God above all else.
3:48 In a dream I was carrying an anchor to the side of the foyer by the World Cafe and was going to drop it down there. I’m volunteering this Sunday.
I also dreamt that there was a white toilet. The water tank and the basin part were open. I think I had poured water into it and then it started flushing, and the tank overflowed and spilled into the basin part, which caused more flushing; the water was clean (clear) and the toilet was all white.
4:44 Sensing and heard in my heart, “I love you.” Also sensing that Jesus’ love is true because that is what true love is; undivided faithfulness and devotion….
December 5: 12;51 I had a dream about a ship being attacked with fire. There was fire on all 3 or 4 sides of an inner area where something above was shooting arrows of fire (I didn’t see specifically what they were). Also having a dream where I saw a group of beautiful designed chocolates that were the size of my hand (seeing curves); they were on display and were in neat rows and columns, a group of about 20. I wanted to try them all. I had a feeling like I had chosen something already (on my right), and then I saw these and I wanted to try them all (one of each). They were on my left side.
6:38 A dream of standing in our entrance. My kids dad was standing on my right and Lucas was standing on the kitchen floor/top of the steps. I saw that he had become a man and he was smiling and saying something to his dad as he was coming down the stairs.
7:43 Jesus! Opening my mouth and my lungs as much as I could. Hearing myself whisper, coming from my lungs and then I was yelling the name of Jesus.
7:16 I saw a picture of a brown, colourful gingerbread house.
7:31 Seeing someone go off a cliff from a high slanted mountain, over the city below and land into the water. I saw this vaguely.
Seeing Homer Simpson sitting on a ledge like on a fireplace; he pushed himself off but dangled when his shirts got snagged on something.
7:43 Jesus! In my dream I was hearing a long whispering sound coming from my opened mouth. I was wondering if it was the enemy. Then I was looking in the mirror, opening my mouth as wide as I could, and I opened them even wider to see my lungs, wondering if I would see the enemy, but I never did. This dream ended with me yelling Jesus’ name, a cry of desperation. At first I didn’t realize what “facing everything” meant.
9:43 “I don’t have to be the strongest. You are perfect in my weakness. If You can move a mountain, with faith like a grain of mustard seed, I wonder what you could do with me.”
Today I went for coffee with my sisters whom I love so much! I bought a bag of gingerbread cookies for all of us to share and bring home (I dreamt about seeing a gingerbread house. Later they came and gave us two free gingerbread men/cookies). I got a Turmeric Late (no coffee in it); later (we were there for three hours) I bought a Sea-salt Caramel Latte… needing the coffee. Because of my dream about seeing a chocolate dessert, I bought a chocolate zucchini loaf and shared that also. I’ve felt like I haven’t been allowed to spend as much time as I’d like. I’m really sensing that this weekend is an important one; one that I need to be intentional in terms of deciding that this is the weekend where I want to let my full heart be made known.
Dec. 6:12:02 “Look at those .. Carolyn.” I heard in my heart, Connie saying something to me. I was thinking about the green wool jackets I saw that she had pointed out to me.
12:11 A jacket was laid to the side and I saw someone, maybe a few people standing in a public place.
12:20 “Good” a picture of seeing people talking, and someone said, “good.”
12:25 a vision of people talking, hearing the word, “women.”
12;30 “Jessica”
12:53/54 ”then one of us is a Christian.” Following Jesus…
103/04 “Black and white woven together.”
2:5? Back up
5:31 “Holy, Holy forever. Your name, is the highest Your name, is the greatest Your name, stands above them all.”
5:54 My darling, come” I’m crying to God in desperation.
6:08 Rest, all is well. You are Mine.
6:13 “Passed” I sensed that I passed a test? Thank You Papa..
6:45 I saw a golden butterfly thing holding a set of curtains hanging together in the middle of a window.
6:55 “Good time” (I heard in my heart)
7:04 I had a vague picture of an airplane in the air.
This morning I had such a good time having coffee with a dear friend of mine! I had a large caramel Macchiato and a morning glory muffin. Then I went and bought the green wool jacket. My sister gave me a gift card plus it was on sale. I’m talking with K tomorrow about a few of my dreams and words. Today went by so fast. I got a new sweater from my lovely sister:) This evening Lucas got to join in with the UofW band; the whole concert was fantastic!! Feeling stressed but also being able to focus on who God is as I’m pressing into Him.
December 7: 2:02 “Go tell it on the mountain, over the hills and everywhere go, tell it on the mountain that Jesus Christ is born.”
5:56 I had a quick picture of a green dress.
This afternoon we have K Love Christmas (radio station) on, feeling light, joyful, hopeful and resting in Gods love:) Yesterday at the concert I was trying to stay awake for a few songs (not songs that Lucas was playing in) and I had a quick picture of two loaves of bread, so I’m making two loaves of bread! For supper I’m making salmon with either rice or quinoa and some greens (cooked veggies). Blessings…🙏🏼 🎄
December 8: 12:22 I saw a white with blue sweater, folded.
4:12 …and give us this day, our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil, for thine is the Kingdom, the power and the glory. Forever and ever, amen.
4:21 I dreamt about someone waving at me, giving me a wave with their arm, feeling welcome.
4:24 “Alive”
4:41 I saw a peaceful reflection of a pond. Holy forever. And the angels cry, Holy, all creation cries, Holy. You are lifted high, Holy, Holy forever.”
5:08 “All the angels cry, Holy, all creation cries, Holy. You are lifted high, Holy, Holy forever. Your Name, is the highest Your Name, is the greatest Your name, stands above them all.”
I had a quick picture of a brownie being tossed.
I opened my Bible and it opened to Isaiah 44. “But now listen oh Jacob My servant, Israel whom I have chosen. This is what the Lord says— He who made you, who formed you in the womb, and who will help you; Do not be afraid, O Jacob my servant, Jeshurun, whom I have chosen. For I will pour water on the thirsty land, and streams on the dry ground; I will pour out My Spirit on your offspring, and my blessing on your descendants. They will spring up like grass in a meadow, like poplar trees by flowing streams. One will say I belong to the Lord, another will call himself by the name of Jacob; still another will write on his hand, ‘The Lord’s,’ and will take the name Israel.”
6:36 I had a dream or vision that I was standing on the parking lot of a small church building. There was a white door that people were using as they were getting ready for a service. Someone came out and said something as they were walking, and I had a feeling like I could go into the building anytime. It had a casual and comfortable homey feeling.
6:45 I had a dream or vision of someone opening the door to go out of a hotel room; this person was going to go into the room right beside that one because there was someone there that he was going to talk too. I saw the latch and the lock on the door as he was about to walk through.
6:55 I had a vision of being in a room like a hotel room that has a door connecting the two rooms. I saw a couple walking through the door, into the room I was in. They were smiling and saying, yeah (yes).
I had a vision, seeing some teens, and one of them, a girl, was walking, determined.
7:03 I was in a private room. There was a table that had two people sitting across from each other (vague). And then a lady had opened the door and was saying something, vaguely seeing her hand touch her face. The sense I got was that she was in charge.
7:11 “Yes My daughter” I was praying, pressing into the heart of God, wanting to know His heart and thinking about this morning when I heard this.
7:19 I dreamt or had a vision of opening a door and seeing people inside, smiling and welcoming. It had an office feel. I noticed some carpets on the floor. One of them had a bit of a bulge, like it wasn’t flat on the floor.
7:23 I had a vision of a really high building; someone lived on a really high floor, and someone was going up to their condo. I saw the floor as he was walking through the doorway, seeing a green light in the middle of the doorway on the floor. I had a sense that the person who lived there wasn’t there.
7:35 I dreamt that I was in a car together with friends. There were several people in the car, smiling and having a good time being together. Feeling like I was with friends, and I think I was in the back seat because I saw some people in front of me. (Sitting in the front row?)
7:43 I was in a room and there were others sitting in the room. It felt like I was in a waiting room. Then a lady came into the room, smiling, and sat on a couch. I knew she wanted to talk with me and I thought, there? She wanted to talk with me in that room.
In a dream last week I think, I had taken two desserts, not at the same time. In my dream I saw a fancy chocolate dessert so I took one that had chocolate in it for the first one. Then later I remembered that I had taken another one in my dream, so I took a strawberry one. Strawberries are my favourite fruit:) I remembered the fedora in my dream when I saw them at the Photo Booth. Sensed to go to the world cafe; took these fun photos! My new name..Frosty McMarshmallow:) The other day I made two loaves of bread, and I forgot to take a photo of the fish; I fried four salmon halves (2 fishes), and they were so good!! We watched the movie with the ten rings yesterday (Shang Chi). Blessings
December 9: 12:32 I dreamt that a dog tried to bite another dogs neck.
“Oh come all ye faithful, oh come all ye faithful, oh come all ye faithful to Bethlehem. Oh come all ye faithful, oh come all ye faithful, oh come all ye faithful to Bethlehem.” (I know God is faithful)
7:06 “more aggressive”
7:13 I had a vision of seeing a woman walking, seeing her back. She had a wool coat on and the back slit on her coat opened and opened like a square door, and I saw family photos in the inside flap of her coat.
7:31 I don’t know if this was my own thoughts but I saw in my minds eye, someone saying to someone, “Because you have not..”
In a vision I saw someone happily walking through a door, reminding me of the office doors. This person was pushing the door open.
I saw a handicap girl saying something with a speech impediment.
“..born that man no more may die. Peace on earth goodwill to men.. “ (Hark the Harold Angels Sing)
8:16 I saw a picture of our honey container on its side, spilling out honey. In the vision I didn’t see green but in waking life this container is green.
8:23 In a vision I saw that I had received an email with the heading, “Geek.”
I saw a picture; I was inside someone’s empty living room. This person had covered the window with a blanket. It was cold in the house and I saw this person frozen like a statue, looking up with their mouth open in anguish. It reminds me of the first Narnia movie with all the frozen statues in the witches castle.
Today I’m going to do some Christmas baking. I do have “The Feeler” book at home, which I’ll start to read. Connie also gave me “The Heart Of Heaven” by Dr. Luc Niebergall, to read.
12:30 “Water” (I was just sitting on the couch watching Lucas play Mario.
While I was just sitting there, I fell asleep and had a dream: I saw there was a Caramel Macchiato mixture (the dry part and the flavouring, like how I put together all the dry ingredients in a bag for bread) in a clear plastic bag. I saw a spoon mixing it and heard in my heart that there, “wasn’t much to be added.” Yesterday morning I wrote down what I would say at our meeting. Today I just added that it was all done through the Holy Spirit.
12:50 In my prayer time I had a picture of a woman’s bare foot (her foot was up, like someone was holding it up) feeling like there was going to be a foot washing.
1:00 I had a vision of blue eyeliner being put onto an eye. For a few months I used a brown eyeliner because my blue one had run out. So now I bought another one.
This afternoon I spent some time with God, reading from Psalms and Proverbs. I have a bookmark at each spot where I keep track of what I’ve read. Also, after seeing and reading uplifting posts, I feel so much better. I also spent some time with my kids, and now I’m going to bake white Christmas cookies and take Coco for a walk. My husband is bringing supper home.
I’m sensing that the dream where I saw a “door” open, showing family photos, blessings….🙏🏼
December 10: 11: I dreamt that I was bringing something back to my moms. I saw my sister in law who said they’re going to their country home to spend some time there because someone in her family had died. In my dream they were rich and had a few homes.
11:45 Make a call?
4:19 “I will comfort all who mourn.”
4:38 “I will be with you.”
4:45 I had a vision of seeing there was a lid on a container. The type of lid I saw was one that goes over a glass storage container for food. I saw a hand kind of wipe the top of it a little, like it was done. I had the feeling like it was just put on and it was about to be put away.
4:59 I had a vision of being in someone’s home who takes in people who have no home. I saw there was a hammock, hanging as a persons bed. I also saw a hand lightly brush something off of it like they were getting it ready to be used. The room we were in was big and I vaguely saw windows all around the room.
5:08 In a vision I had been in a room with some others, then we were all going out of the room. Someone was standing by the door, and when everyone else walked by, he looked at me and then looked down.
6:19 courageous.. Jesus is alive. Praise the King, He is risen, praise the King, He’s alive.
6:24 I has a vision about eating pizza. The pieces were cut in squares. There was so much stuff on it and looked really good. In my dream I took a middle piece, seeing it in my hand.
6:32 I had a dream about a photo session, standing by a Photo Booth.
6:34 “The world could not ignore it, all of hell is roaring, death where is your victory, death where is your sting. Praise the King, He is risen, Praise the King, He’s alive..”🙏🏼
“And that’s the look” I heard in my heart right before waking up. In a dream or vision I saw someone strutting, smiling, and circling her shoulders one at a time.
3:52 “11” I heard in my heart right before waking up.
3:56 I had a vision of bringing clothing to the thrift store.
4:03 “snuggle close together like two birds of a feather would be.”
4:25/26 “A humble spirit”
4:35 I saw a woman with a black skirt/suit jacket on, leaning on a counter, feeling like it was my kitchen. On the way home, going down St. Mary’s I was gazing into the trees with all the beautiful white snow, imagining how peaceful and quiet it is in there. It brought memories of my dad, how we’d get logs from the woods to burn in the wood burning stove; really missing my dad, his quiet presence was my rock.
Dec 11: 3:16 I heard a phrase but fell asleep.
3:32 Feeling like I’m coming down a mountain. Feeling like it’s important to keep writing my dreams and visions.
4:59 “God is spiritually my Father”
I had a dream where I was in my house and I was excitedly running as fast as I could down the hallway leading to my room. My mom was sleeping in my bed (I know she represents me) and my phone alarm was ringing. I think I saw her sitting up in bed. I went downstairs to pray at night and I sensed to keep resting, so I went back to bed.
7:33 I saw in a vision or dream of the back of a car as it was driving, seeing their yellow licence plate.
8:06 I had a feeling that there used to be two houses and now there was just one. The feeling I had was that this was in my hometown, and one of them was our house. I’m sensing this has to do with my kids dad and I. There’s been a big reconciliation between us and I’m so thankful for his grace for me.
11:27 I dreamt of vaguely seeing someone sitting on a chair, reminding me of a throne; there were two straight strings of lights going across the room over the chair (one I saw more clearly) and around the chair there was stuff. The room was dark. I didn’t end up going for a walk the other day.. hopefully the weather will improve. I’m putting my trust in God again. We watched Captain America last night.
December 12: In my dream there was something very valuable that someone wanted. And they went and took it from where it was hidden. I think it was hidden straight up in the clouds. Someone had gone straight up and disappeared into the clouds. Then there was a scene where I had it in my hands; it was like a necklace that as soon as someone linked it together around their neck, it would be there’s. So a person grabbed it, but it was still linked into my two hands so they couldn’t link it around their neck. Then another scene where an innocent being was colouring a paper, thinking that thing was still there, not realizing that it had been stolen.
10:24 Come My daughter, it’s time. Rise up. (I took some time and in desperation cried out to God. I sensed Him telling me not to be deceived and that He is always with me.)
10:32 I’m sorry Papa, please forgive me.
10:33 Come My faithful one, you are Mine.
10:36 Blessed assurance Jesus is mine. Praising my Saviour all the day long.”
11:13 I woke up sensing it’s not too late and that I can come.
10:14 And the angels cry, Holy. All creation cries, Holy. You are lifted high, Holy, Holy forever”
11:23 “Come My daughter, all are waiting.”
12:11 I was in a vehicle in the back seat. We were going to the lady’s house. When we got into their country home we saw many horses in their field. Then I saw a head of a horse on the ground, moving like it was trying to get away. Then as we were driving more in, we drove right into the middle of where something happened. I saw to my right two headless dead horses, their body’s laying on the ground with their feet up. And on the left I saw another headless horse, laying on the ground, and I knew there had been a fight among the horses.
In another dream I was driving a truck, backing up in a crowded place until we got to a clear opening.
12:26 I saw a red coat. I think someone was wearing it.
12:29 I walked through a door and I saw someone on the floor on my right.
12:35 In a vision I think, I had received instructions to go and “pick up dad.”
2:14 Looking through a window, “looking out and into the open”
2:41 That’s perfect
3:03 Have yourself a merry little Christmas…”
3:16 pjs with a white muscle shirt
3:31 there’s no place like home for the holidays
4;02 springing into action
I had a dream where I was on a bus and I could see Bella standing in front of the bus, wanting to get on but for some reason she wouldn’t. I waited for her, watching her. She was standing, looking forward and then she turned her back to the bus, waiting for a vehicle to leave. Then she looked and the bus was still there. Then I had gotten off the bus and was behind the bus, looking around the corner to the front of the bus to see if I could see her. I couldn’t see her so I yelled to her to let her know that I was there with her so she would know that she was not alone. Then she acknowledged that she heard me. In my dream there was a slot thing at the back of the bus that I’d normally slide a ramp into, but this time the bus began to leave and I didn’t have time to slide it in. So then I put the ramp, which had become some type of cloth, onto the side of the bus stop. I at first put it onto the ground and then I put it onto a shelf, or vice versa Im not sure. Then I saw that Bella had walked to a group of homeless people who were sitting on the ground. One person was doing drugs and I sensed some kind of witchcraft. I reached out my hand to help her out of this group and we began walking.
Then there was a scene where Bella needed to go to the bathroom, and she had run up a long flight of stairs. As she was going through the doorway I knew the people living there were Christians, so then I was comforted, knowing she was safe.
Then I was with a group of people who were Christians. I didn’t know them but I saw they were kind. There was a table with a few things on it, and I think I was allowed to take something from the table so I did.
Then I was in their bathroom and I saw about four toilets I could choose from. There was one that got filled by a shower of water nearby; it flushed and I looked at it more closely. I could see that it was for children, and when the toilet bowl was empty because of flushing, the shower of water that came from beside the bowl would fill it up. I could see that the water was clean, and the round toilet bowl was white and clean. I think I had used that toilet and it had automatically flushed. Then beside that one was another toilet, and then I noticed that all the toilets were facing the wall. Then I think I had gone to the bathroom.
Then we were outside and I knew we were far from home and I didn’t know how we would get back. Then I saw my kids dad was waiting for us. He had seen where I was through the phone. I saw that he had parked beside the road and was standing beside the car, waiting, and I was relieved.
Then I was in the country with some others and I was looking into a field. I saw that in the field it sloped way down about a quarter of a mile. At the bottom I saw an entrance to a place where we could go shopping. I was excited and I think we went down there. I had a nap and right before waking up I had a dream where I was standing beside a blue pick up truck, the passenger side. Today we’re going Christmas shopping….🎄
This evening our kiddos had their school band and choir concert.. proud of my kids!!! I went to the car right afterward, feeling heaviness and I remembered reading about calling on an angel, Meadow, so I did and I felt an almost immediate relief. Then I prayed in the spirit and I was edified. Since then I’ve been a lot lighter, not feeling any heaviness. I’m also ready to do what God wants me to do. If there’s more to face, then I’m ready for that. Going to Shopgym tomorrow. Blessings…
December 13:11:22 I was driving on the highway and I had my cruise control on. There was a car in front of me and I was coming really close to it. I held onto the steering wheel and began pulling on it to keep me from crashing. Then I managed to turn off the cruise control and my car safely started slowing down. I was going to crash but I slowed down right in time. I think I could have gone to the other lane but I’m not sure.
1:21 “Oh the weather outside is frightful, but the fire is so delightful. Since we’ve got no place to go, let it snow let it snow let it snow.”
1:25 “Oh the weather outside is frightful, but the fire is so delightful. Since we’ve got no place to go, let it snow let it snow let it snow.”
1:30 “It wasn’t my fault”
3:02 “The lights are turned way down low, let it snow let it snow let it snow.”
3:33 “Let it snow let it snow let it snow”
5:00 “Boaz”
5:07 “Rest”
5:11 “Blessed is the man who endurith great temptation.”
5:20 “Turn the lights down low, let it snow let it snow let it snow. “
I had a dream where my pastor was telling a group of us to do something (I think in pairs). He was working with another person, and there were several steps. One scene where he had told us to do something; there was a person close to me and I quickly jumped into doing it before the other person. Then at the end, the last thing was to pour fuel on the whole platform (around the whole perimeter of it) where we were on, so I had done that. Then the two of us were standing on the platform and a bird had flown into something like a dry piece of bush which I had doused with fuel, so the bird caught on fire and was burning on the platform (the platform wasn’t on fire). We watched it and I asked him if I maybe put too much, and he calmly responded that I had put too much, that I hadn’t needed to put that much. It felt like the fire was Gods anointing but I’m not sure. Tonight I’m going Christmas shopping..
December 14:2:47 I saw in my dream someone who was prophetic, say something like, “that could be prophetic” as they had their hands on the person like they were praying, and directed them forward or something. The prophetic person said this like they knew that what the other person said or did was prophetic. I didn’t see other people there but I’m sensing there were other people there.
4:59 “Love” I heard an audible voice in my heart saying, “Love,” to wake me up. I sensed I was supposed to go downstairs to pray, so I did.
5:47 As I was praying in the spirit I saw light blue and yellow together. (My painting?)
5:53 Come My darling, rest, you are Mine.
6:14 “This is the day where something stopped working at 12:00 midnight.” I heard this in my heart right before waking up.
6:16 “here”
6:20 “Say hello to friends you know to everyone you meet.”
6:36 “bathroom”
6:44 “Friends are calling yoohoo…”
6:47 “enjoy your time” (painting?)
6:54 I had a dream where I walked through a doorway.
6:57 “Needs are comforted”
Painting today went well. I didn’t need a lot of help today for my painting. It’s really simple but it was good practice for blending in the colours. I felt loved today as I had a talk with J, and I’m so thankful.
9:46: While praying in my prayer language I had a dream or vision that I was following someone on a city street, and I followed them as they turned right. (wondering if I need to sit in the front row, on the right?)
While in prayer I fell asleep and woke up at 10:17. I vaguely dreamt of seeing someone in the shower; clearly seeing all the water.
Blessings…
December 15: 12:56 “9674831” (I didn’t make sure that the numbers were what I heard in my heart)
5:10 “please take me home tonight.”
5:53 “There’s no place like home for the holidays.”
7:35 (7:36; I didn’t look at the time right away) I had a dream that I saw two people standing so that I could see what they were carrying on their back; they both had a deep bag that was filled with wheat. I saw that the bags were completely filled, seeing the top part of the wheat because the bags were open.
8:10 “This could be the day!”
December 16: 11:54 blessings
1:08 I dreamt there was a fly walking around on my papers. I kept on trying to get it away but I always seemed to miss. I also dreamt that I was sitting up in bed. J was sleeping under a blanket and B was sitting on a chair beside her, talking to someone. I had disturbed her sleep where I had caused the blanket to go off of her and she began waking up. So I put the blanket over her again, feeling like it was a good thing that I helping her to keep sleeping. In my dream I sensed that B was watching over her as she was sleeping and that he approved that I was adjusting myself to help her continue to sleep.
2:22 “There’s no place like home for the holidays.”
Around 3:30 I woke up. I dreamt that I was outside and there were a few of us by a table that had stuff on it. Then I went inside, and looking out of the window I noticed there was a storm coming. So I went back out and began telling them and rushing them to go back in. The storm came very quickly. This storm seemed to be white in a way, like God was making it happen. It seemed like the storm was on the other side of the house, and it was reaching the side we were on. I’m going to pray about this. I feel like there’s always so much to pray about that I don’t know where to start.
In this dream, right before waking up, I was in a dark place that had water. I was in the water and I saw someone go from a rocky ledge and slip into the water. I told the person that I had been there before as I followed them around the corner. Around the corner I saw a dark murky pool that had big things like big rocks or something in it. Something I also saw were long legs, not moving. (In waking life I refused to get anxious about this dream, sensing that that was what the enemy wanted. I’m just trusting in God to lead the way; He’s able to cause His purpose to succeed.)
6:31 I carried a baby full term and someone was on the phone for me . I was about to give birth. I had already started dilating (someone told me). I was looking at my belly thinking I’m not very big but the lady said I was 22 weeks or something.
I was with someone, driving through a town, looking for a place to move into. We were driving on mainstreet and I saw for the second time a garage that had stairs leading up along the side.
I was led into a small white garage the size of a very small room (the inside was all a bright white). I was led to look at a small window and I saw a small card or something as a surprise for me. My husband Jesus led me there (I didn’t see him but sensed his presence). Then I was by a table with my husband and one of my sisters (who represent the wrong way to go). My husband had a glass coffee shot glass on the table. The coffee shot had already been poured but it had some drip amounts left. My sister said she didn’t like coffee. I think she tasted it. I took the cup and tasted the strong coffee shot and I liked it.
6:30? Jesus Christ.
650 I had my chapstick open. I dreamt more but forgot.
6:59 (right before my alarm at 7:00) I heard in my heart, “I’m Jesus.”
7:01 “Carolyn…” (more was said but I forgot.. sometimes I can’t write things down right away anymore.)
I also dreamt that I saw a teenager sitting on a couch/chair, laughing or smiling. I sensed there were other teens there.
7:10 I saw an open bag of dog treats
I woke up again at 7:20 and forgot my dream right away.