“..being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.” Philippians 1:6
Conversation
I love You Papa, Holy Spirit. I worship You with all that I am. You are so Great, so Perfect, So Merciful and Kind. Thank-You for Your deep work in my heart and in my life.
My daughter, trust in Me and lean not unto your own understanding (In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your path.)
Papa, let Your Kingdom come down. “Our Father who art in Heaven, hollowed be Thy name. Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven.” The word, “sanctify” came to my mind. Papa, sanctify me, sanctity us as we follow You. Your ways are Holy and perfect. We honour and worship You.
My daughter, come, you are Mine.
I’m coming Papa, even if my heart is pounding inside of me. I’m coming. God be with me!!
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious! What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through love songs or intimacy with Him in dreams, because as part of the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband. My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today..
12:20 “The day/year you were born.” (I heard this in my heart right before waking up. Today is my birthday, 52 years old!! What’s funny is that this whole past year I was thinking I was already 52, so I don’t feel older at all:) My mom gave me my name because it reminded her of Christmas carols:)
12:21 In a vision I saw someone holding onto a parachute, and they landed in deep water. I saw this person holding on, as a deep wave came, and her head was above the water.
12:24 I saw a light blue wool coat, someone wearing it.
4:02 (I heard a phrase but I forgot.)
5:42 “Let faith arise” (in my prayer time)
6:54 “Jingle bells jingle bells jingle all the way” (This song came to mind)
7:04 “In the footsteps of Jesus.” (I heard right before waking up) In my dream I was following Jesus, and I looked at the concrete we were walking on and I saw small clumps of dirt. I saw him walking on them so I needed to follow and walk on them.
7:14 In my dream I saw a lady wearing a beautiful black and white dress (with black straps). The front came together by her neck and flowed all the way down from there.
7:24 “serve” (this wasn’t very clear when I sensed it and I’m wondering if I really do need to serve pizza on Friday?)
7:34 “We burned so much caleries last week.” (I heard this in my heart right before waking up.)
7:37 “my relationship with Christ” I saw a toddler crawling/sitting on the floor.
10:39 I dreamt that I was sitting behind the driver in a car, and driving beside us was another car with their two side doors open (front and back). I saw the back of the man, his wide, strong neck and legs as he was getting comfortable sitting cross legged on his seat. His knee was sticking out of the car (even though both car doors were open, in my dream I didn’t see the doors). As we were turning right simultaneously, his legs started coming out of the car; I saw both of his legs sticking straight out towards the car I was in, and I knew that his legs would come onto my car for support. I had a feeling like I had seen this before and my heart started pounding as I woke up.
10:58 “Please don’t be quiet, we shout out Your praise! There’s joy in the house of the Lord, there’s joy in the house of the Lord today, we won’t be quiet, we shout out Your praise!” Blessings…🎄
We had a wonderful time celebrating my birthday today:) I haven’t had time to write, but overall I know and I’m standing on what’s right and alining my heart with God’s heart and purpose for my life; I’m sensing not to go back to subbing but I’m walking forward and into Gods plans for my life, and I’m trusting in Gods timing. His plans are so much better than any plan I could ever plan for myself.
December 18: 12:02 “What’s round and round and pokes me in the stomach.” I had a vague dream of a finger poking me in the stomach; I also felt it. Stick/joke.
12;47 “A friend out there that postures himself.”
1:24 “Can you join us?” It was lunchtime and I was at church. My kids dad (I think) was getting something from the kitchen where I was in and I think Jesus had asked him to join him. I had a vague picture of him using saran wrap.
5:02 “God bless you. God make his face shine upon you and give you peace.” (God’s reassurance…) In a dream we had gotten a note from friends who lived in Brandon, saying they were in a snow storm. Where we were at, feeling like we were in my hometown, it was sunny, but then I had a knowing that if there was a storm in Brandon, it would be here soon. I was holding a small white piece of paper that had about 5 short sentences. I also had a dream of doing something together with a group of people. This morning I saw that Bella had written a note to herself about working out, and I think God is encouraging me.
7:37 I saw in a vision many different kinds of sprinkles inside of a bowl or container; each kind of sprinkles was in its own pile but they were together in the container. And I think there was a spoon in it that someone was holding and kind of mixing two kinds of sprinkles together.
8:00 I saw an empty gym; I vaguely saw it had about two people in it.
8:09 “Someone is canceling their debt”
This morning I really needed to pray hard in the spirit in order to keep Gods peace in my heart. I need to go to my mom’s this week and take her shopping and help her make cabbage rolls. I was going to go today but one of my aunts went to visit her this morning, so I’m not sure if I will still go today. I press into the Lord about what He shows me and I feel closer to Him, but I don’t always have time. All in all, Gods love is what’s most important!! Merry Christmas everyone…🎄
December 19: 5:52 “Let’s snuggle close together like two birds of a feather would be.”
6:16 “Be anxious for nothing.”
6:17 “I love you.”
6:43 “I’ll be okay.”
I had a vision of food being placed on the table; dinner casserole kind of food. It was being placed right beside where I was sitting.
7:17 Da Amore
7:45 I had a dream where my kids and I and their dad (or Jesus) were on a roof of a house. I looked at where we were and I saw that we were at a place where no one lived. I saw a really big dark house that had a dark circle at the top. It also had other buildings, all of them were empty. The whole picture was dark. Then we were all on the side of the roof in danger of falling. My kids dad (or Jesus) was close to the edge. I was next, but I had one of my legs around something that was keeping me secure. Both my kids were beside me, and I told them to get higher to safety. Then I saw a caterpillar with legs come at me, hissing. I couldn’t swipe it away and the only thing I could do was to blow on it. Every time I would blow on it, it backed away from me. It reminds me of when I pray in the spirit, taking deep breaths to pray in the spirit. The thought that it takes courage to follow Jesus comes to mind. If he jumps off the roof, then I pray that I’ll be able to follow…
A vision or dream, seeing someone point to a container with a square blue lid on it, on the right side of the room.
In a dream I was in a room that had many different kinds of coffee mugs on shelves that reached high to the ceiling. I was hoping to find a certain colour (yellow I think), but all those were taken.
A scene where my dad was going to make coffee for us one last time and I wanted to make it special, so I was looking for a certain colour of coffee mug, yellow I think. I was looking for it but couldn’t find it. I think I saw blue coffee mugs among them. Then when something was done someone in my family said that the boss gave him some coffee mugs we could take home.
I also had a dream where I was seeing our truck parked on the side of the road in front of our house. I saw our dog with a big black dog that was mean. Then I saw someone had opened the passenger side of the truck and our dog jumped in, and then I saw the person also go into the same door. They were leaving. The last thing this morning that I heard right before waking up was “outer space.” In the afternoon my kids dad wanted me to help him clear the snow off our driveway so I used the snow blower and he shovelled. When my kids came home from school I started to bake Jam Jams. I warmed up leftovers (pork with butter chicken and rice) for supper. 🫰🏼