“Blessed is the man who does not walk in the counsel of the wicked or stand in the way of sinners or sit in the seat of mockers. But his delight is in the law of the Lord, and on his law he meditates day and night. He is like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither. Whatever he does prospers.” Psalm 1:1-3
Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious! What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him. Very often God draws my heart to Him through love songs and intimacy with Him in dreams, because as part of the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband. My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today…
Conversation
Papa
My darling, I love you. You are Mine.
I love You Papa and I worship You with all my heart. You are Perfect and worthy to be praised! Thank-You for Your love, Your mercy and Your grace. I ask for Your guiding hand. I hide myself under the shadow of Your mighty wings. I trust in You and I’m following You.
Come My daughter and rest in all you do. I am with you always.
Dreams, Visions and Reflection
1:42 “Private help” I heard this right before waking up.
4:01 I dreamt of seeing a man walking on the road, facing me, feeling like this is Jesus. I got up to pray.
4:39 (I had fallen asleep and woke up)
4:45 “I’m sorry”
4:57 Mall? Hall? I’m not sure, really vague.
5:02 “on your wish list…” (lyrics, heard singing)
6:40 cake
I had a dream where someone asked me at an event if I’m still subbing and I said no. I pulled out a long hair from the tray of desserts and saw a beautiful brown cupcake.
In this dream I saw someone relaxing in a hot tub; I saw the steam. I had a feeling like that place had just been renovated or cleaned up and they had just put water in it.
In this dream I was standing in front of the door at my house and I saw a spider crawl into the white doorframe. As I walked out of the door I closed the door and heard it get squished. Later I looked and I was surprised that the inside of the doorframe was still clean. The words, “still clean” stand out to me and I’m thinking that my heart is spiritually clean.
My new recipe this morning! It was good! (Three eggs, cottage cheese, one tomato, spinach, salt and pepper). This morning I took our dog for a walk and cut her nails, laundry and shoveled the driveway. Yesterday I made a stirfry. Blessings…