Jesus Came and Set the Captives Free

“Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.”  Psalm 46:10

Conversation

Papa, I love You. ThankYou for Your love and that You never gave up on me. You are the Lord, King of my heart, and I bless Your Holy name. I worship and adore You Papa. 

My daughter, rest, all is well with you.

Lord I pray that You would draw me closer to Your heart. I want to know You more. I sense the word, “safe” (12:16). Papa, I’m sensing that this time of testing is done and that I cam safe with You Jesus… I’m also sensing “yes.” Papa I’m resting in full submission to You. I am Yours and You are mine….

Reflection

Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious. What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through love songs and intimacy with Him in dreams, because as part of the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband. My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today..

12:41 “Do you see mommy? Look!” I had a feeling like she was telling someone this as she was watching me. 

2:13 “It’s all Gods children singing glory glory, hallelujah He reigns”

3:12 “Soldier”  (or super soldier)

3:29 Vision of a woman wearing a baggy black top and a navy blue sweater overtop, open. She had a solemn expression on her face as she was walking towards me. 

3:37 “I want to do what He wants me to do.” I had a picture of my wallet being on a table and someone taking it. I’m sensing that it was Jesus who took my wallet. My wallet represents my name, who I am, my identity. I’ve been through a journey of testing as God led me away from the familiar and deeper into the unknown of His calling for my life. Through many small steps I believe I’ve been learning how to follow Jesus. This has also been like a tree who’s roots grow deeper and deeper over time “Deep roots that are being grown is a deep friendship being built.” 

3:47 “Singing Glory Glory, hallelujah He reigns! He reigns!“

4:06 I saw yellow mug and sensed a mug, or it was a yellow mug.

4:08 Sensing “now” vaguely seeing a teenager come out from behind a bulletin board and reaching out her hand. The dream I had about a path tapering off on a high mountain gives me a sense that this journey of testing and being in the fire of God is done, “Jesus came and set the captives free.” God reigns in my heart; as the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband.

4:16 I had a sense of smelling a navy blue something, I don’t remember exactly.

4:18 “Jesus came and set the captives free”

11:51 “Released” sensed this as I was praying. 

12:02 I sensed the word, “came” I believe that as I came, Jesus came also. Jesus came meaning that I can finally rest, knowing that God is the King of my heart. I want to walk in the calling God has given me. I want to grow in maturity in the Spirit and my prophetic calling. This is my 711th post!!! I’m going to begin a Daniel fast on Monday I think. I’m making salmon, rice and Caesar salad for supper today. Blessings…

February 12: 1:57 I had a dream where I saw a white cloth, making a white line.

2:11 “Your name, stands above them all. All thrones and dominions all powers and positions Your name, stands above them all.”

3:27 “Food: Are you guys running out of food?”

3:36 “Others who have come into the family of Christ.” In my dream I don’t remember hearing what the word was so I added, “family,” thought it fit perfectly…

4:27 “I know who I am” I dreamt that I was with a group of people. We were sitting together with others and I was sitting on a counter with Jesus. Then I left to go to Shopgym to get something I had forgotten there. I really hadn’t forgotten anything; I was just feeling overwhelmed. So I was running holding my purse and I knew Jesus was watching me. Then I was at Shopgym and I wondered what I would say. Then the coach was there and I said I had forgotten something. I asked to go to a certain area and she said I couldn’t go there. Then she led me to another area that she wanted to show me. Then I was in a big garage and was trying to erase with a damp cloth the words on a container that had blue liquid in it. Then I was spraying something on it to make it easier. Then I saw the light blue liquid in the container without the black words overtop. Then I realized I had erased the instructions and I regretted erasing it. In my dream I also had a feeling like that was the act of faith that God wanted me to do, feeling a bit silly. Then I wanted to go back to the group and had walked to the garage when I looked at my feet and saw that I was barefoot; I had forgotten my shoes (peace?). So I went back. Then there was a scene where the Shopgym coach was standing in front of me, telling me that she couldn’t afford Shopgym. Then I saw her dad there and found out that the side of the garage where I had been belonged to him. He looked kind and had a smile on his face as I wanted to apologize for erasing the words on his container. There was a scene earlier where the person who was leading me took me to a place to show me something; there were two things laying on the floor and as she flipped one over, I noticed something evil on it. In my dream I remembered that it had been so peaceful sitting beside Jesus that in my dream I wondered why I left. I felt like he was genuinely enjoying my company and I wanted to go back and sit with Him…

In another dream I was standing at the airport, outside by the building on the landing strip, and saw an airplane come close to the building and turn around. One of its wings kind of went into the building as it turned around and drove away. I was trying not to get hit. 

4:41 “11:07”

6:32 Be bold

6:45 Come, rest

6:51 a vision of seeing a woman in a shiny silver dress on a stage, dancing and raising her arm.

6:55 “I began praying that…”

In a vision or dream there was an open bag on the floor in front of me. I took cloth that was at the top and put it to the side. Then I was taking a pair of black boots out of the bag that had been hidden by the cloth.

7:13 a vision a Canadian flag sewn inside someone’s jeans (on the back). I saw both red and white.

7:28 “some clinics are black magic”

7:43 In a vision I was standing on our back patio and I saw Lucas wearing a plaid shirt. He was on our back patio walking towards going over the fence to go to the front yard. He looked at me with a thumbs up, smiling.

7:51 a vision, seeing a group of people facing me; some were wearing black and some were wearing orange.

7:57 “a strong woman” (I heard in my heart right before waking up) I had a vision or dream of a woman wearing yellow and a man standing behind her with his arms around her; one hand was on one side of her waist and the other hand was on the other side of her waist. He was leaning into her from the side, looking lovingly into her face like he was encouraging her. I know this is Jesus, giving me encouragement…🫰🏼