I Surrender

“Jesus replied, “Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: ‘Love your neighbour as yourself.’ ” Matthew 22:37-39

Conversation

Papa, I love You and I worship You with all my heart. I surrender my whole life to You. You have saved me and have called me, and now I’m going to begin living a new life with You. 

Come My faithful one, you are Mine.

Thank-You Papa for leading me into freedom in my heart. I praise and worship You. You have given me Your all when You died on the cross for me and rose again on the third day. I give You my life. You are a Good Good Father! 

Come My darling, it’s time to rest; the rest you seek is yours. 

Papa, Your gift is the best gift You could ever give me (besides everything about You). How could I ever repay You Lord? I know I can’t, and so I give You my life as I fully surrender my life to You. I make my life an offering to You. I am Yours.

I am well pleased with you my daughter. Come, many peoples lives are at steak, and I need you to help them. You are My disciple and I am well pleased with you.

I praise and worship You my Papa. Thank-You, Thank-You, Thank-You.

Reflection

Hello and welcome to today’s page in my journal! The Lord wakes me up most nights at certain times after He’s given me a dream, which I sometimes don’t know the meaning of but other times I do, and it’s such a great comfort to my heart. I absolutely love sharing what God is doing in my heart, hoping it’ll inspire you to spend time with God everyday and grow the most fulfilling relationship with Him. For the past while God has been taking me through a spiritual shower. I believe He’s preparing me for what’s coming up next. He’s purifying my heart so that my heart is clean before Him. It also clears the way for me to hear Holy Spirit better when there’s no mess in the way. I record the times when God says something to me because even in that, there’s meaning. Blessings.

1:42 I woke up with these lyrics in my heart, “Christ is my firm foundation. The Rock on which I stand. When everything around me is shaken. I’ve never been more glad, than when I’ve put my faith in Jesus, He’ll never let me down, He won’t, He won’t, He won’t fail, He won’t!”

3:40 “my Caroline”

4:16 “Great is your faithfulness to me. From the rising sun to the setting same I will praise Your name. Great is your faithfulness to me.”

I had a short dream where I was in a jewelry store and people were getting ready for something. They were setting up and putting things in their place. I saw a lady from the side, standing straight in front of me (about 20feet away) behind a counter. She had put a display of jewelry on a stand. The stand was like a flat board that was covered with velvet and had a display of different kinds of jewelry on it. On the stand there were some necklaces that were hooked onto the stand so that each side was hooked at the top, forming a “U” shape. Then with scissors the lady cut the necklaces at the bottom of the U shape, which caused the board to have two of the same kind of necklaces (two hooks, one on each side) hanging from the board display, one on each side. There were a few people, maybe two, standing close to her, and after she had cut the U (reminding me of someone cutting the ribbon at an event like something had been accomplished or running through the tape at the finish line at a race), she instructed them what to do next. I vaguely saw a man standing nearby on my right, watching. I didn’t see any of the jewelry, I just had a knowing, and there was excitement in the air. I woke up again about quarter to six and went downstairs to pray.

7:00/7:01 I love you Caroline, you are Mine. 

7:15 Come My daughter, it’s time.

7:16 yes Papa, I’m coming.

7:31 I’m trusting in You Papa, in you Jesus… “From the rising sun to the setting same I will praise Your name. Great is Your faithfulness to me.”

“Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine…” ❤️‍🔥

May 8: 3:48/49 “Your love runs wild for me, wild for me Your love runs wild for me. You gave it all for me, all for me, your love runs wild for me.”

I dreamt last night that I was seeing myself, even though I didn’t see a mirror. In my dream I had gotten a haircut the week before, and my hair had grown just passed my shoulder since that haircut! In a week (more or less) it had grown so fast! The colour was a rich brown! and had loose curls! I think this represents that I can grow my hair again? A few thoughts: Yesterday I ran out of my Ashwaganda pills, reminding me of my dream about seeing ash on our house. Today I took Bella out for lunch, decorated her cake and celebrated her birthday at supper. This Saturday she’s having a birthday party at our house and invited 7 of her friends -good times! Love and Blessings…