“Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.” Galatians 6:9
Conversation
I love You Papa, Jesus, Holy Spirit. I worship You with all that I am. You are my life, my hope.
I love you My faithful one. You are Mine forever. Come, all is well with you.
Do You have a word for me today Holy Spirit?
Rest. Be anxious for nothing. I’ve got your back.
Thank-You Holy Spirit. You are trustworthy, I know this full well. Papa, I’m sensing the word, “Alive.” What do You mean about this word?
Remain alive My daughter.
I’m aware that the enemy would want to take what, through Jesus, is rightfully mine. Help me Holy Spirit to focus on You and not on the hardship. You are my strength and shield, an ever present help in trouble. Help me to follow You today Holy Spirit.
I am your help My daughter. Come, and be at rest, for you are Mine.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious! What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through love songs! My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today..
11:23 “Dai yunga leed “ (“those young folks;” sorry, I don’t know how to write in low german) I think if I remember correctly, in German when someone said “leed,” it referred to a married couple, at least every time my mom said it. I think God is reassuring me that I am “married” to Jesus… I think I had fallen asleep and I heard this in my heart right before waking up.
11:53 I woke up with music being played in my heart. I vaguely saw orange in the middle of a circle/something like a dryer. There was another colour around the orange, maybe green, I’m not sure.
11:58 Dream about walking over some packed brown mud spots on a sidewalk.
12:45 In a dream I saw my notebook with rings (I’m taking notes about my dreams and visions and will be taking it along the next two days.
I dreamt of folding my yellow blanket. I have a yellow blanket downstairs that I use when I go downstairs to pray, and I always fold it after I’m done using it.
1:06 Truck (black?) with wide tractor tires. The tires were normal size for a truck, but they had those deep ridges for traction. I saw them turn like they were driving, sensing the truck had just pulled up to park. Vision
4:13 “All the Angels cry, Holy, all creation cries, Holy. You are lifted high, Holy, Holy forever.” Feeling overwhelmed.
6:13 “Let us not become weary in doing good, for in due season” (Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.” Galatians 6:9)
6:32 I had a vision of Bella coming home from school and I had asked her (while she was coming up the three steps to the kitchen) how her day went, and she said, “grounded.” After the worship I recognized that I should have laid down on the floor (ground), and I was so desperate; I prayed so desperately for another chance, and I could feel an excitement in my heart. When the speaker began praying after his message I knew this was my chance, and my heart was beating so fast! So I laid down on the floor, and when I was done I got up and when we began singing the last song I heard “again” in my heart. So I pressed into the Lord some more and heard it again, so with my heart pounding again (I felt like I was diving in) I laid down on the floor for a second time, praying in my prayer language. In my dream Bella stepped up the three steps (in waking life, counting the kitchen floor is stepping up three times), so I’m thinking I need to do it one more time. Other than that I don’t know of anything else I need to do.
6:43 While praying in my prayer language I had a vision of seeing food/a small piece of wrap, was cut in half. This is so vague that I’m not sure if it was just my thoughts.
6:54 I saw, not sure if it was a vision, a round pizza from Santa Lucia Pizza. Bella’s class won two pizzas yesterday for dressing up the most in her school.
6:59/7:00 I was shopping, pushing a shopping cart in a store, vaguely seeing boxes of drinks like coconut milk.
7:02 A vision of being in the passenger side of the truck, seeing pink tape on the inside of the door (like it had been worked on) and someone peeling it off, hearing, “so ready!”
Yesterday evening I wished the World Cafe was open, and when I went to go to the bathroom I saw that it was! It was just closing but they allowed me to order an Apple Crisp Latte and a pumpkin cookie! I was so thankful!! I’m hoping I can order an Irish Cream Latte next… Yesterday at my Fishers of Men station, at the end I was talking with the kids about being a fisher of men, and that every time they caught a man, it was like they talked with them about Jesus and they accepted Him and could go to heaven because of it:) They got excited about it..so much fun! I’m choosing to believe that I got it last time, and that I’m just continuing to follow Jesus in the days ahead… Blessings and Love…